Adea
In this life, he was someone I needed to get rid of. He was someone who had hurt me and I just— Images of the ways he’d hurt me in our first life flash through my mind. Feelings of liking it, of liking him hurt me in ways I shouldn’t have.
No, that was before and this is now. Shane is someone I need to get rid of, someone that’s hurt my family, he’s someone I need to kill. This knowledge doesn’t change that fact. I decided that this morning when I woke up from that terrible dream and I needed to fucking stick to it.
Ignoring the way I’d felt, the way I wished for more for him, I swallowed it all down. Everyone has a sob story, anyone can have a dark past. That doesn’t mean I can let it affect me and what I’ve come here to do. What I’ve come here to accomplish.
