Gabe
His fingers hesitated on my neck and I knew he was thinking of her. Not a day went by when I didn’t think about her. I know we shouldn’t do this and I know if I said no this would all stop. I closed my eyes as the word formed in my throat but I swallowed it down. I know what I wanted.
“That’s the problem, Odis. I don’t want you to stop. This is more than fucking okay. I want you to take me right now. If I beg you to stop, keep fucking going.” He groaned at my words and his fingers pressed against my mouth demanding access. I opened my mouth wide and they made their way in roughly. When they hit the back of my mouth, I fought the urge to gag.
I want this.
I want you.
I want you to ruin me for anyone else.
I need it so fucking bad.
“Suck it.”
