I would wake up the next day with the journal in my hand I thought about calling her to return it perhaps it wouldn't be so awkward to just call her or text her it wouldn't be so nerve wrecking like talking to her face to face, but I do like seeing her face maybe face timing? No, no, that's still bad enough as it is.. Just texting or calling, no FaceTime.
"Alright i can do this.."
I would take her phone number out of my pocket from the previous night and hesitate before starting to dial her number. My hands would start to sweat as I was so nervous. What if she doesn't want to talk to me because she thinks I'm weird..? What if she doesn't want to talk to me..? I would hesitate before nervously pressing the call button, and I would become more nervous listening to the phone ringing. What if she doesn't answer..? What am I kidding, she probably won't, I mean her journal said she clearly likes somebody else doesn't she…?
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