Am I just lonely?
That's what everything comes down to lately, I guess I've just never had the need to feel loved.. But I guess that isn't so bad I would recall memories from my past or from different times as I felt love but would never receive it I often found myself wondering if I was ever meant to find love in any life but whenever I would visit a local café there would always be the same people it wasn't anything special but the same exact order every time "caramel latte with 2 pumps of vanilla and a strawberry topping" yea that sounds about right..
I guess people have their own taste in things, I never really thought anything I liked was interesting, so I never really put interest in anything, but maybe I should change that right? I would put my earbuds in to block out the sound of the crowded café where friends would meet up and chat about every day life decisions that I didn't care much about, though occasionally I would listen to pointless drama just to have something interesting to listen to.
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