and here we go again.
F. L finds himself in white room and a person appears in black cloth
that person only point at the left or right door
that he created
as F. L pick right door
the right door opens and Ms. time appears
then Ms. time ask a question : what is the most important in your life
F. L says: my family
Ms. time ask :why family and not your time
F. L : because if my family would die my remaining time would be suffering
the left door opens
and Mr. life enters
Mr, life ask him a question : what do you feel about your life up till now
F. L :I would say I very happy but something is missing.
Mr. life: what is missing?
F. L : I don't know it just my felling that I'm not complete.
Mr. life : good. I will ask you the last question if I did have a ability to tell your future would you like to hear it
F. L yes but no because if I don't know my future I can still change it I will forge my own path but if I would know my road to take no matter how hard I would try I will never run from it
Mr. life and Ms time : splendid
now the black robe person points at the ground near F. L and portal appears to his trial
he jumps into the portal and sees peaceful modern city
he appears as a ghost he decided to follow young man somehow he was interested in him.
as he follows that man he gets kidnapped in few hours F. L finds his body in some alley massacred without any organs
F. L : poor man this city looked so peaceful....
as F. L ends his sentence he feels drawn to a person who has black skin and he is homeless
in two days that black person received help from primary school kids he thanked them and got himself something to eat after 3 months he had enough money to rent room but no matter how long he searched nobody would welcome him
time passed and winter came .
and he freezes to death.
in the third life F. L observed a researcher
he was brilliant yet his shine didn't last long
he died because he almost found a way to cut off medical expenses to minimum with even possibility to regrowing limbs and curing several illness like blindness and other serious problems
with his invention even last stage of cancer was possible to be cured yet very powerfull and greedy people destroyed him psychologically to the point of suicide and nobody talked about it
in fourth life observed by F. L was a child
as he grew old a war breaks and his family died
by enemy country he lost his eye and will to live.
Until certain person found him teacher him art of war, shooting, and and CQC (close quarter combat) with knives and his surroundings
after 5 years he was 24 and he found himself with a choice to leave his master and go revenge his family yet he stayed with his master for one year until his master died.
when he leaves his master after burying him he swears to revenge his family
and after 5 years in the front line he kills his enemies with gunshots and knives
he infiltrates enemy base and finds the one responsible for this war.
he pulls his knives out and rush to the enemy
the enemy responds with the same
they deflect each other until enemy makes mistake
and he pierces his throat.
after enemy falls he leaves and looks around his surrounding
he says : it's the end I feel empty. my comrades. y enemies died only corpses remain.
ten years later
he sits at the park and thinks when the end it will be for him..
then F. L ghost was pulled to the blank space again
and black robed person ask:
what did you learn
F.L : no matter how peaceful something appears it's can be lie, people will judge you by your look, humans can become monsters for their own profit,
revenge will always lead to reflecting about what have you done and emptiness and lastly if there is begining there is always ending.
black robed man says splendid and disappears
and F. L ends his trial...
as F.L ends his trial he hears crying of a grown man, a child and a last word's of dying woman
as he want to look back he can't something is blocking him
?(dying woman)- live well my Love..... don't have revenge in your heart after I pass...
?(man) - why?.... why you shielded me from this attack....
? (dying woman) : is there a reason.... to protect the one I Love..
? (man) why it me who should die in your place! why!!
? (dying woman) : .... why?.... you idiot to the end you want to shoulder all of the problems even... if it cost your life.. you almost died multiple times
.... yet you always protected us...
? (man) : but this isn't a reason why...why you leave me first.... why I must be alone again why
? (dying woman) : you are not alone... we will always be with you.. even if our souls would crumble..
?(man) : still why all of you left me first....
? (dying woman) : and you still want to shoulder all problems that arised from our journey... yet you always wanted for us to feel happy no matter what we did what you did... and this is we fallen in Love with you me and the others... don't cry my big Bear
.. as we will hope your life will be long enough to see your grandchildren you always looked like you're living life only for Yourself.... but you were very kind and carrying person you dedicated your life for us after we meet and to our children.....
remember us.. as we remember your real name M....
after couple of minutes he stands and says
something but F. L only heard
M: ... .... .... this is ..... don't regret it.... when it's....
after F. L found he can move he immediately looks behind only to see pool of blood as he comes closer he returns to his companions but in a brink of eye he sees a blank white person smiling at him from the reflection in that pool of blood
what happens next I will write later