Zael blinked awake. Memories of his life as Nathaniel returned. Like a drug rush, it intoxicated him. Making him light headed.
"I need to lie down," he let out. Without waiting for anyone to process his words, he turned on his heels and headed into the house.
As he walked, he felt weak. His knees giving out, he began to sway as he moved. Every moment as Nathaniel hitting hard up to the point when everyone he loved died right before his eyes. He was helpless to stop it all and it was driving him crazy.
He recalled all that he lost. The feeling of watching death snatch his loved ones away one by one with him being the reason for it all.
The pain was unbelievable and unbearable. Zael brought his hand to his head and held it. The memories were crushing his brain, breaking him to pieces.