Violet's P.O.V
The term fucked up can't even begin to describe the feeling my family always puts on top of my head. What's worse is that my insanity herself also contributes to my suffering. I'm feeling so confused to the point where I'm starting to think of either killing myself or running away. Well.. Killing myself isn't an option anymore. They might just revive me after all of this and still control me again in my next life. Running away isn't also a good option cause let's face it.
Running away from the biggest bosses in the undercities in the human realm isn't really a smart idea. They'll find me in a heartbeat. Who knows if I could even survive in an uninhabited island in god knows where just to avoid all of their men lurking in the outside cities?
