At first I thought I can manage everything, I thought my emotions will not bring me down and my feelings will never change,
I'm so glad that I see her happy now...
that kind of smile that I make a lot of efforts to see that smile really brings me happiness too. All my life I can only see my sister happy that's what's important.
To see my sister marry the person she loves.
But why am I hurting?
Why are the tears coming out of my eyes not because of happiness but because of a pain in my heart that I have been hiding for a long time, The person my sister loves is the person I have long loved secretly and covertly.
I thought of nothing but the happiness of my dearest sister.
But can I ask for even a moment, even in a dream, to be able to feel the love that I have long wanted to convey to him. Can I hold his hand and kiss him for even a moment?
Is it wrong for me to ask for happiness for myself?
... *I said in my mind as my tears dripped talking to the very bright moon