A man always asked why do people have to suffer in this world.
Isn't God exist? why would he never help anyone directly?
Why would he let a lot of people suffer even tho it is soo easy for him to just change their fate.
This man always asked why humans kill each other just because of what they believe in, he doubted me more than anyone else ever did.
Not because he doesn't believe in my existence at all, it is because he thinks that I am the evilest existence in the world for creating life itself.
for forcing anyone to live a life they never asked for, and send them to hell if they were ungrateful for it.
he was told that he would go to hell if he ever even wondered why I did all of this stuff, it was imprinted in his head that I can not be questioned and all thins I did was the best even if it meant eternal suffering of a soul that I created.
but at the same time, he was told that I love everyone that I've created.
"he was told" that word kept racing inside of his brain and he refuses to believe in it.
he always doubted what he was told because the reality is not as beautiful as he was told to believe.
"a lot of people suffered because of me" " a lot of war is occurring because I told humans to spread my words". but I never really said anything.
He was banished and left by his family because his way of thinking is really different from what they were told to think, he was excluded from society and lived alone but he still believe in my love and grace.
"If I die will I ever go to heaven?" he asked me, I never answered.
"My wish is only one, I wish to help anyone from the cruel fate that you gave them, I don't care If I will go to hell, I hope your not as bad as everyone portrays you down here" he wished.
He never do what he was told, but never in his life did he hurt someone and judged what they did without knowing the cause of it because he knew that people never had the life that they asked for.