Ariana wakes up early in the morning as usual. She doesn't feel to go at work. Nevertheless she has to. Her eyes are heavy even though she didn't cry at night . It's because of her breakup with the person she doesn't want to be parted with for her whole life. However, the life is unpredictable. No one knows what could happens the next moment.
" Did we really breakup? It was him who ended this relationship then why did he still try to call me last night. Did he really not love me back then? Was everything a lie?" She is continuously asking those questions to herself. Indeed she wants Gavin to answer it. But her anger towards him is halting her to talk with him.
After getting ready for the work, she sits on the chair to have her breakfast. She is continuously staring the breads in front of her. It seems she doesn't have an appetite, however she forced herself to eat as she doesn't want anyone else to know about it. She usually keeps her problem to herself and tries to solve it by own. Perhaps! she thinks other person would not have the same perspective as her. Her parents doesn't know anything about Gavin, so she has to get along with it by herself.
She has completed her graduation in the previous year. She has been working as a language teacher for one year. Although her looks are quite mediocre, she is an exceptional in her studies. From her outer appearance she seems to be very calm, yet in reality her mind is full of distinct thoughts that has made her to be more precise while taking any decision. She has studied psychology during her graduation, still she is perplexed about this man's thoughts. "I'm done with his mood swings. I have been trying to keep this relationship working for months, but why does he not even bother to save this relationship? It's not one sided love why I have to do efforts to make it working. Am I not worthy of his love?", Ariana thinks as she is going towards the bus stop to take her bus. The bus arrives on mean time and she gets on the bus.
Suddenly her phone rings. She sees a name popping over the screen. It's Jacob. Ariana considers Jacob as her elder brother. She always listen to his advice as she knows her brother always wants best for her. Jacob is very much familiar with Ariana's breakup with Gavin. From beginning, he doesn't like Gavin that much, but for Ariana's happiness he always has to accept Gavin as her sister's boyfriend. However he doesn't want to have any relationship with him. Ariana always tried to decrease the tension between both Jacob and Gavin, since she respects them and doesn't want to choose between them.
She picks the call instantly. She greets Jacob, "Good Morning!" Jacob can sense her worry from her voice over the call. He tries to cheer her up by bullying her, " Why this chubby cow seems so sad?" Ariana is vegetarian, thus Jacob usually pulls her leg by saying her cow who eats grass and still puts on weight. He is very comical. He often does funny comments to make others laugh. Ariana grins slightly that put a smile on her face. " I'm not that chubby. Huh!", Ariana complains while rolling her eyes. "How can you say so? Even you ate more than me." She adds further.
" Really? I'm much taller than you. See yourself you little cow who always eats grass.", Jacob mockingly says to Ariana. "So you just call me that early to make fun of me. How can you bully me like this?. Ariana complains. " Fine! Tell me how are you feeling? Did he try to contact you?", Jacob asks seriously about Gavin. " Yeah! he did last night, but I didn't talk to him." Ariana speaks half lie, for she knows Jacob will not like it.
Indeed! last night, Ariana had talked to Gavin before sleeping. She had blocked his one number but forgot the other one. When she didn't plead Gavin to talk to her or not to breakup with her as she used to do before when they had fight. These things made him curious and worried. He really wanted to know whether she stopped caring about their relationship. Gavin started a video call with Ariana. Ariana was feeling furious, so she rejected the call. A messages popped up on her mobile screen "Pick up the call for last time!" Ariana replied, "Why? You have ended all this. Now why do you want to call?" Gavin immediately replied, " I want to see your face for the last time."
Ariana wanted to argue with him, however she couldn't. She held her tears back, since she didn't want to show her usual weaker side to him. She attended the video call. As soon as Gavin saw her face she hung the call. She even deleted her social media app account. She didn't want to melt this time. "He has crossed all the limits this time", Ariana murmured to herself.
"Are you listening to me?" Ariana comes to present when hears Jacob's voice. " Hmm! I'm." She replies. "I have said this many times before, he is not right person for you. But you always defy me. You are just madly in love with him and can't see the reality.", Jacob scolds her.
Ariana has reached at her destination. She bids bye and hang up the call. Ariana is still in confusion. " What should I do? How could I forget the time that I have spent with him? Does he really that cold hearted to end this journey like this", Ariana feels to much helpless at this time. She still wants to call him to give this relationship another chance but her self-esteem halts her. She has finally made her mind to stop thinking about him and to focus on her career. She is just 24 years old and she has a long life ahead. "What if he does not want me, I can't stop living my life like this. Ariana! move on", She encourages herself and stepped inside her workplace.