I can't believe it's been this long. I remember being sure that a week, two max, I'd be home. Guess I miscalculated, huh?
But in all honestly, I'm proud of myself, I really am. There's a reason they say hard times are the best for development, and the difference between me today and me 100 days ago is massive.
My generation always got laughed at, saying we're a bunch of electronic goblins, but here we are, fighting tooth and nail for our country.
I did a lot, and not one thing that I can mention here. I, some nobody, am playing an actual role in this war.
I already said this, but I've been struggling with a shit ton of self-doubt and confidence issues. Who would have thought the solution was experiencing a fucking war. Still afraid of hitting on girls though...
I don't know how this will all turn out. Hell, I'm not sure how I want it to turn out, but I do know one thing. I am a different man. A better man. And I truly hope the rest of my country will end up the same.
That's all from me. What's going on with you?