Hey. So for some reason, I just can't sleep again thinking about you. Okay so I have always said that I will move on from you but look I am still trying. A part of me is fine but half of me is not and I am not blaming you for this okay? I was just shocked and mezmerized because we had it good and now we aren't even talking anymore. I know this is life because nothing is permanent in this world. Its always come and go and I guess it was your time to go. But I wanted you to know that I considered you as my "mahiwaga"–a Filipino word which is my light if you translate it to english. Light? Because you lightened the darkness that surrounds me. You were like a lighted candle in the first place. You kept my world bright but eventually got it dark again because it died. If you ever loved me then your love died just like a melted candle. I am still thankful though because you lighted those dark world even for a short-while. I can understand. I will understand. Thank you for the love I felt. I will always remember you. Always.