Sometimes I think, I over think. And start to feel anxiety. Taking me into a new world, right were I met you.
When I was with you, I could express every bit of emotions I felt bit by bit. But I never got express exactly how I felt about you since the day you came into my life.
Because you left, left with out saying goodbye nor without giving me a last chance to express my feelings to you.
How I wish, I expressed my feelings to you sooner, then you wouldn't think of leaving me. How I wish I could say sorry to you a million times so you wouldn't have thought of leaving me.
But now you're gone, and you're never coming back. I always asked myself while thinking about the happy memories we made, what did I do wrong to make you leave me.
But then again, what could I do. It was your decision and I wouldn't want to stand in your way, but I always wished you would come back to me.
So I write these letters to signify your existence, for you will forever reside deep in my heart.
From your loving angel -
ITHURIEL
Once again, I found another letter at my door step which made really want to know was this ITHURIEL person. And why does he keep sending different letters.
This was the third time, I found a letter at my door in the morning. The first two were written in Italian, which I could only understand a few words.
And now the third in english.
The more I thought I thought about it, the I started to think moving to Italy was a bad idea. Which was exactly what my mom said.