Rukelion had rarely hated himself as much as he did right now. It seemed like all he ever did lately was cause problems for the one person he actually cared about.
He kept telling himself that things would get better after this was done or that was done but would they? Would they really? Daisy seemed to think that these problems they kept having couldn't be fixed so easily and he was afraid she was right.
That didn't mean he had any idea how to make it better though. He wanted to desperately but desperation wasn't always enough to accomplish something. What he truly needed was a plan and that would be difficult considering how confused and upset he was. He wouldn't be able to think straight enough to come up with anything solid any time soon.
