Now, her dreams alternated from the strange dream and erotic dreams of being with Ryan. When she dreamt, they went further than just kissing, and this was building so much tension within her that every time they met, the atmosphere crackled with desire. Maybe she should let go of the idea that they date like normal couples. There was nothing normal about them anyway. She was an existence not expected to be in this present world, normalcy be damned.
Things had already reached where they had with Ryan and besides, it was not like she had anything against him. So that day, she sent him a message and they made plans to go visit his parents during the weekend. maybe all this would shade light on her origins, or maybe learn what the hell was going on with her. concerning her work, nowadays she had felt inspired to write more towards the romantic side of life than anything else. It was like she was full of romance and good will since she met Ryan.
And she also liked it. Of course, the office had grown to have some gossips. It was inevitable that she would be the boss's woman and the people did not know. Apart from a few overly ambitious ladies, who seemed to think that since they had worked in that company for longer, if anyone deserved to be with Ryan, it was them. Thankfully, things were working out. A little bit of problems from a few ladies wasn't something to put her off.
The rest of the week flew fast, while Ryan and her grew even closer. They had yet to consummate their friendship, but they had gone in so deep, that now they were literally attached. It was no longer just kissing that happened, and every time, they only managed to stop things within a very thin margin. If they were not careful, they would mate before she was even ready, though Ryan was already ready for it.
On Saturday, Ryan picked her from her house. That day, she had felt the need to dress up a little more. They were going to meet the parents Afterall. Regardless of whether their marriage could or could not be changed, she still felt tensed when she thought of meeting them. Looking at her wardrobe, she felt the beginnings of a headache. Apparently, there was no official, respectable clothes in her wardrobe. She had ended up calling Ryan several times to confirm what kind of clothes his parents would expect her to wear.
She ended up wearing a sundress that was yellow in color, with pink flowers occupying the top part. The dress held her snug on her chest to her waist, then flawed effortlessly down the rest of her body to her knees. Her makeup was moderately done to enhance her looks not overwhelm them. Tring to calm he jitters she could feel from her stomach, she walked towards Ryan. The way he looked at her had been worth all her trouble.
It was as though he was looking at her for the first time in their life. His eyes lighting up as his desire for her was made clear. She looked like an angel, straight out from the heavens. Clean, innocent, unblemished. Her lips looked inviting, and even though he had only mean to peck her, he had kissed her thoroughly that by the time she was done, she had to rearrange her clothes and also reapply her lipstick.
She felt giddy as they walked to the car, where he opened the door for her. getting on the driver's seat, they spent most of the time talking, although her mind at times went off because of how tensed she was. Because of that, Ryan stopped and pulled over at the side of the rad and had them exchange positions. Now she would be the one driving.
If she had known it, it would have been better if she had sticked to being on the passenger's seat. After they got in, Ryan turned on some soft music on the radio, then took on a cheeky smile. He moved his hand to place it on top of her knee, the part where the dress had ridden up to expose some skin. Rubbing her, he trailed one finger along her knee, pushing her dress up and up. Goosebumps broke on her skin, as her breath hitched.
Her blood rushed down to her core. It felt as though molten heat was moving towards her center, making her want to squirm around. She had to take breaths in order to bring herself under control.
"Come-on, Ryan you've got to stop this." She said as she heaved even more. This was dangerous and if they travelled like that, they would probably get there in pieces. Her mind seemed to escape her every moment that he touched her. through the rest of the journey, they had a peaceful time just talking about everything. She knew it was his way of calming her down and she appreciated it. She had somehow managed to calm down but as they got closer, she could help the tightening of her nerves again.