Chao Li's spirit became dizzy, finally shut. Usually, in that situation, it would have lost its memories, but it was cursed to keep the memories for thousand lifetimes, so it didn't lose its memories in the reincarnation cycle.
After an unknown amount of time, his spirit gradually gained some energy, so he tried to wake up from a gruesome nightmare, as he thought had a long nightmare, so when he opened his eyes, Chao Li, in a weak tone, tried to call his sister but couldn't open his mouth.
When he opened his eyes, he saw blurry figures, as something was blocking his vision to see clearly, and thus wanted to wipe his eyes clean, but his hands weren't cooperating with him.
"What is happening to me?" He nervously thought before he felt someone was rubbing all over his body and felt warm after that.
Shortly after, that person wiped Chao Li's eyes, so Chao Li anxiously opened his eyes to see what was happening at that time.
When he opened his eyes, he saw a group of ladies amusingly looking at him, and in that group, had failed to see who he was looking for, his sister Chao Ning, so tensely thought, "Where am I?"
"Am I still in the dream? But this dream world looked so realistic! Am I really me?" Chao Li was shivered by some thoughts.
It took him a year to convince himself that he was born in a different world, but even so, he refused to accept he wasn't Chao Li anymore, and in that one year, he ever cried nor smiled, not even once, and had always been in some kind of thoughts.
His new parents were greatly worried about him, and by seeing those worries, he slightly started to smile, but in the night always longed for his Ping Village and especially his sister.
Slowly time had passed until Chao Li turned twenty-five, and in all those years, he had been thinking for his sister in silence.
His parents started forcing him to marry and lead a dignified life, but they didn't know that in Chao Li's life, he lacked one thing, that was his soul.
They didn't know Chao Li was like a machine performing their son's role, and nothing at all.
Slowly under the life-threatening forces, Chao Li had yielded and agreed to marry, and after that, he had kids.
Not knowingly, one after another, his parents passed away, and Chao Li only shed fake tears, and he never questioned himself why he couldn't cry when his parents died.
What were the reasons for his lack of emotion or soul in that life? Whatever the reason, he simply followed fate and went according to it.
Chao Li became old, and also that old age brought him grey hair, bent-back, knee pain, and most importantly, the grandchildren.
One day his wife died, and even then, he didn't have the slightest emotion, and his only emotion was Ping Village and Chao Ning.
Slowly one day, he felt his death was coming, but he wasn't afraid of that but gladly accepted with open arms, and before his death, he slightly muttered, "Sister Ning!"
And thus, the first life of Chao Li was finished with not much suspense, and it didn't take much time for the beginning of the next life, just a snap of his eyes, and that was it, Chao Li was born again.
That life also went almost like a first life, but he had a very minute emotion in that life, yet emotion towards his sister increased even further.
In that life, Chao Li decided to forget himself by learning a painting, and at the end of his although he didn't become the greatest painter, at least he earned a name for himself.
That life also finished without any suspense, and before his death, he once again recalled his sister's name, hoping to see her face when he next time opened his eyes, but that didn't happen.
Slowly life-after-life, ten lives were completed, and even though he slightly had emotions, they were either cast off by his original one or past life ones.
But problems had started after tenth life, and that was his language!
One day, some of his friends in that life asked something, but Chao Li replied to him in the language of past life, and that person got scared and started saying that Chao Li had been jinxing everyone.
It spread throughout their community, and it didn't stop there as Chao Li occasionally used to speak in the language of past lives.
Anyway, that life was also finished with some remarks, but the problems got increased with every life, as Chao Li was getting more and more influenced by a past life.
At that time, Chao Li was like a supercomputer with unlimited memory but got a puny processor.
All his memories were stored in Old Man Evil's soul eye, but he only had a normal mortal brain, and thus, his brain had been confused working all those memories at once.
Slowly people started calling him a lunatic, retard, evil wizard, and so many names.
In one life, his relatives sent him to desolate cruel asylum, where the warden treated him like anything, and to escape from there, he had chosen death as an option, as in that life, he didn't have any relatives who would care for him anymore, and he would be reborn in any way.
In the new life, he firmly decided one thing, that was to become a self mute although it was somewhat difficult for him and his parents, it was better than to be called a retard or evil or even went to the crazy asylum.
So from that life onwards, he went mute, and whatever he wanted to say, he said through signs, the short universal language.
And in fact, he even developed so many signs which were easily understandable by anybody, so he became the creator of his own language.
Lives are passing to him like a blink of an eye. In those lives, he became a doctor, architect, designer, accountant, painter, musician, artist, political strategist, economist, pharmacist, astrologer, and so on.
But not all lives went so easy, even though he was equipped with many lifetime memories.
Fate always won against him, and some of you could doubt how couldn't such a talented win against fate.
If he wasn't fated, he might be born as disabled, might be born in an orthodox society where his ideas wouldn't be accepted and might be compelled by some unknown events where he had to yield to fate.
In those kinds of situations, even Chao Li also resigned himself to fate.
Like that, five hundred lifetimes were over, and he didn't even remember most of them, but he firmly remembered his first life and always believed himself as Chao Li, even though he had many names.
And after every lifetime, his longing towards his sister increased, and before every death, he slightly, in effection, used to call his sister name.
He had five hundred lives remaining before he forgot everything about him, his past lives, and his sister Chao Ning, and he didn't know how to face his last life, as he didn't know whether that life would be a blessing or curse.
It would be a blessing as it was freeing him from this eternal curse, and a curse as it was making him forget about his sister.
At that time, he thought inside,
"Who am I? Am I Chao Li? Do I have another reincarnation before me? What is my source? What is this damn reincarnation?"
"Even if I forget about everything, before that, I want to break this reincarnation cycle!"
At that time, for one moment, inside his heart, some kind of weird power was formed, and when that happened, the evil god's eye in his spirit was shaken with fear.
What was that power? Wasn't he just a mortal? Could a Mortal cause fear to god?