Yu Dong felt her heart go all stuffy, she didn't want to hurt either of them but even if she tried her best someone would get hurt, no matter how much she tried to protect them, in the end, she was the one who will end up hurting her husbands the most. She could protract them from the villagers but who will protect them from the loneliness that they have to suffer because of her? Looks like what she was doing wasn't enough. She cupped Shen Li's face, her eyes carefully tracing the tear streaks on his cheeks, it was only then did she saw that his eyes were red and slightly swollen and just like that a knife twisted in her chest.
She wiped his tears, as she kissed his eyes and softly murmured " Don't love me so much, I am not worthy of your love, Li. I can give you anything you want but I can't give you-"