In the beginning, Clarissa broke up with Johan. Now it's a different story, Clarissa has had her feelings swayed several times. Struggle with pain, disappointment, longing, and also various other feelings. Ever wanted Johan to come back when he had seen the man's figure, but he had recalled the pain that Johan had ripped in his heart, so that desire was thrown away.
"So how? Is it true that you are still expecting Johan? So you want to go back to him again?" Billy asked in a weak voice.
Clarissa saw it immediately, "No, I never expected Johan again. Yes, okay, I might admit that it was really difficult for me to move on from Johan, but that was then. Now let alone go back to him, I just don't have feelings for him anymore," Clarissa suggested to Billy.
"Then what did I see?" asked Billy again.
"You don't know what it's like. It's not what you see, Billy," Clarissa replied.
"Then how? How's the real thing?"
