We may ponder, how does one have so much will to thrive? People will answer with what they think is the most significant motivation. For some, It may be money, power or success. Others may answer with happiness, compassion or love. Many would also depend on religion, since that's their true meaning of life. As for me, I've never found my answer.
I'm a 21 year old man who already owns anything anyone could ask for! Wealth, freedom, attractiveness, likable personality and intelligence. If a stranger is to make a list of flaws, it would take them years to write one down, because I'm just THAT perfect.
So why? Why do I feel hollow even when there's so many honorable aspects in my life?
My wealth? It's actually my dad's money, and I love spending it on food, clothes and alcohol. My freedom is used for doing whatever I want, such as partying at least once a week. Being handsome and well bred, I could charm any woman I want. Or man. Who knows what people may like these days. Since I am naturally smart, I got a scholarship to study medicine at Bangkok's top University. My parents?
One is dead while the other just loves me so much.
So I give everyone this perfect version of myself. I lived, and will proceed to live up to all of their expectations so I could receive my dose of admiration in return.
This is my whole life. But it has always been their life, not mine.