I don't even know it being god. But I tell you, in my rational world, containing nothing, I created a heart there, for you. Because you are the kind of person who should never be loved in the wrong way. "
So that was it. I think, more than me, she needed to know her truth, her reality. I finally felt free. And it was a free man that I gave her. And knowing that I would be so alone without her.
She took me everywhere, to the most sacred places in her life.
It was wonderful.
I wish I had stayed that way. I wish it could have never ended.
But of course. Even for us, nothing lasts forever.
She was starting to feel bad. She was getting more and more tired. Something was eating away at her from the inside. And I didn't know what.
"You need to be treated my dear. You're getting thinner, you're getting whiter."
But she stubbornly shook her head, refusing to heal her body any further.