Dear Namjoon,
The world is very blessed to have you in it, someone who inspires others as well as makes us feel worthy being ourselves. I still remember how I used to cry and break down at your words, and get back with my face upwards, and walk proudly, due to your words which moved me and made me fearless.
I know this sounds extremely stupid, but I'm sorry, I've decided to give up. We may fall down, get back up, but how many times? What if we are destined to never get up again? What if we're meant to be soiled?
You may think, "What is this little teenager even facing in their life?"
Actually, yes. A lot.
Please remember you are loved. You are cherished. You are celebrated. Never question your existence, as it was decided by God himself. My surroundings and the environment in which I live have forced me to do so, yet people all around the world love you and their happiness is depended on you. In my case, it's none and not possible, for I am just a burden to everyone.
I'm sorry, I give up. Yet, thanks for making my life better and for being there with me when I wanted comfort.
Yours lovingly,
Ah-Ra