As Kelly fell it started raining from nowhere, her face continued being slapped by the sharp wind and unforgiving rain as she continued to fall down from the 39th presidential roof top villa, accompanied by the sounds of thunder and lightning and in an instant everything turned black.
'These are the memory of me being killed… have I reached the ground? I'm I dead now? But how can I be dead when I feel so much pressure and the pain? Especially after recalling these memories? I feeling not only the psychological pain but also the physical pain from the pressure, but at the same time I should by no means be alive especially since I was poisoned, shot and had fell from that building, but even at that, I don't want to die yet…I can't die now', Kelly said in her thought. The pressure continued to push her body or is it her soul?... down as she continued to resist, her feet also seemed to be stepping firmly on a hard surface of darkness as she continued to move forward, with darkness everywhere as it seemed to be the only thing that exist in the world, she was in, and the light still up ahead.
'It's hot…wait a sec…how can I feel hot?' Kelly thought, but just then, memories that were totally unfamiliar to her started engulfing her mind prompting her to stop in her tracks while holding her head and chest simultaneously as she was in immense pain as those unfamiliar memories automatically began to play in her head, 'who's memories are these?' Kelly thought as a memory of an old lady calling Kelly but by a different name, suddenly popped up as she found herself in an unfamiliar garden within a glass green house and filled with Hibiscus flowers that were planted neatly along the part that was paved for people to walk through , Sunflowers and a distinctive and huge cherry blossom tree seemed to be the main sight in the garden, and right next to it was a gazebo and sitting elegantly in the gazebo was a gray haired lady who seemed to be in her 50's but looked as young as a 30 year old lady as she didn't even have as much as a single wrinkle on her fair skin and the only thing that gave her away was her completely white hair. She wore a long sleeved fitted gown with white floral pattern embedded on it and next to her was a man wearing a yellow top and a white pair of trousers, he seemed to be in his late 50's with his gray colored hair that identified his age, but also looked as young as a gentle man in his 40's as he barely had any wrinkles which added to his charms, he was kneeling on one leg as he called out for Kelly who was bending down while picking flowers, "Ling Ling" the man called out, hearing them call the name, her body instinctively ran towards the gazebo and into the lady's arm as she intentionally ignored the man who had his arms stretched out and waiting for her to run to him, but instead she ran to the lady and climbed up her lap as the lady and man laughed at her childish actions, with this the memories reseeded, 'Ling…Ling? Isn't that an eastern name? this person seemed to be a Su Jingnese and according to these bizarre memories her name was Xi Ling.
Though her grandparents completely dotted on her, she seemed to have still been brutally and cruelly maltreated sometimes physically by her stepmom, second elder sister or classmate and this was all when she was a child and without a mother and other times they verbally abuse her, this was also due to the fact that her mother was a suppose mistress who was never known by anyone but her dad or because her body features were totally different from the ideal Asian look, she didn't carry the trait of a Su Jingnese much less that of the Xi Family albeit apart from her well detailed almond shaped eyes that had the color silver, which was the only trait she inherited from the Xi Family as every single person that carries the Xi blood all have the silver iris color, but even at that, had it not been for the paternity test that confirmed her blood relationship with the family when she was a child, she would have been successfully thrown out of the house by those that opposed her existence in the family'.
As all the memories of Xi Ling continue to bombard Kelly's head the only thing, she thought of were, 'why is this happening to me…. I'm burning…it's too hot…' Kelly thought as she continued on the seemingly unending journey to reach the light that seem to go further the more, she approached it.
'All these memories are as if they were mine, her feeling were mine her pains and sorrows were also mine but I know I am not Xi Ling', all these memories where so infuriating that it made Kelly to realize that her life cannot end now, 'I'll die if I don't reach that light…but I'm so exhausted…I feel like I can't even open my mouth to say anything… this feeling of helplessness is worse than death…it's getting even more hot now…I feel like I'm in the center of hell…' Kelly thought as she continued to feel as though she would seize to exist if she falls.