After my talk with Emma. I realized that something does change in my life.
I seem to be smiling every day than before. The thought of answering my questions one by one change me little by little and I started to understand myself more.
Today, I already got one in my team, I get Emma by my side. She already knows who am I and that I did not expect that to happen. Now, I am getting my uncle to be my ally. I know he was once hurt by my family, but I also know that he wanted to change.
Today, I am going to look for him. My father gives me a possible address where he could possibly live, and I hope he was still there.
When I already came to the location, I found out that he was living in the Jules Village. I run my car and stop on one of the houses. I knock on the door and waiting for someone to answer.
Then, a few moments later. A man opens it, I look who is it, and I think it was my uncle. I greeted him first, "uhm good morning sir, could I ask if you are Mr. Barlowe, Ethan Barlowe?" He looks at me for a moment then, answered, "yes it's me, and hello 3113." I was surprised to hear that at our first time seeing each other he recognize me. "Uhm, yes. Ethan, I mean uncle, hi" I smiled awkwardly.
"Well, are you coming in?" He asked. "Oh, yes of course." I go inside and sit on the couch. Then, he offers me a drink. At first, I don't want to drink but he said, "don't worry there is no poison in there" so I drink it.
After that I started talking, "uhm hi Ethan, I know it was uhm... Unannounced to visit you today, but I need your help. I- need your help to defeat the governor, I-" he then interrupted, "I know, I already know. My brother, your father called me before you arrive." His expression is calm and neutral when he said that but I know he still doesn't like seeing them. "Then are you going to help us, to help me?" I asked.
"No, I am sorry but no," he said. I thought he would agree but he doesn't, "why? I thought I could really use your help" "I am sorry but, I am already done with going to war with your father and that Emilio so, I decline" He then stand up and walk to the stairs, when I suddenly said this, "I know you killed my brother!"
He then stops walking. "I know, I just know. When I left in your body, I saw memories of before and I saw it." He then looks at me, "it's okay, you don't need to explain. I know what I did and maybe I regret it or maybe not but, I am still not going to help you I am sorry." He then continues walking upstairs and I was left there alone.
I did not expect that he would disapprove because I thought it was because of my parents but instead, he declines because he was done. So, I went home defeated and exhausted.
In the morning, I wake up tired and gloomy. When I saw Ethan at our table with my father and mother. I rub my eyes to make sure he is really in here. Then, I open my eyes again and he was still there.
My father then calls my name and said, "come here Ezar. Your uncle is here. Come eat with us." I then asked them, "Ethan, I mean Uncle what are you doing here?"
"Well after you left, your father came. As you already know we had our past, and he already knows that I killed your brother. I expected him to punch me until I die, but he didn't. Instead, he hugs me and we talked." I don't understand what is happening but I am glad they are fine now. "Oh, that is great I am happy that you guys are all okay now. Then, uncle are you going to help us now?" He then smiled and said, "no moment of beating around the bush, are you?" Then I smiled back and said, "of course, I had to." Then I sit beside my mother and eat with them.
Now that my team is complete with Emma and Uncle Ethan, all I need to do is put that father and son in jail.
But you know, I again realize something, that it's not always bad. What I mean in this world. I may be blinded by hate and anger but, these days. I happened to be enjoying my life and I will continue doing it after I finish with my mission.