Mika had reincarnated numerous times, apart from his first two experiences, every single one of thme were nightmares. He had lost hope from these lives at one point. Every time he dies, he just braces himself to face new tragedy after all what else can he find in thses reincarnations apart from pain, hollowness, loneliness, emptyness.
This time too when he opened his eyes, he prepared himself to go throw another storm of life. But what followed after was not what he thought it would be.
Being a child left on the door of the orphanage in the middle of the night. He thought that with this histroy of his, every child would bully him. But no, he was wrong as nothing happened like that.