I never felt this way before, I thought I never will. Especially after that incident. But maybe its time to forget. Its been 10 years since that day. I'm already 28. I grew wiser and stronger. I can handle this already. And maybe I can gamble this time even if I lose. I just wanna try to be happy as well. We've been talking for hours. He is a funny guy. My heart feels so light while chatting with him.
"Are you bored?" He asked since he noticed me looking at my watch from time to time.
"NO." I answered.
"Why are you keep on checking the time?"
"Ow it's nothing. It is just a habit. I replied.
"Is someone waiting for you? Maybe a lover or your strict parents?" He wonders while teasing me with his looks and smile.
"Nobody is waiting for me! It's just we've been talking for so long already. And I thought you are sending me signals of some kind. And yet here we are....
"Here we are what?"
"Im just checking how much more time do you need before you kiss me." He burst out into laughter. He looked directly at me. We are both laughing at that thought. He is so confident since the beginning but now he is blushing so hard. I'm blushing too, Maybe from the beer or maybe because I can't believe I said that.
"So I'm on a timer..." He looks around. This place doesn't seem to be the right place for us to kiss. We will be definitely on the headline of the gossipers the next day but. Seeing us kissed on this bare spot will make their spicy tongue burn even more.
"Sort of." I answered. He hold my hand and drag me to a more private place.
"Come here. Follow me." We tried the smoking area but another couple were there ahead of us, making out. We then looked for another location. The storage room is the closest. We didn't even turn on the lights, It is better this way. Nobody will see us. We are finally alone. He felt my face in the dark, I can feel his warm skin and his warm breath at this distance. I'm nervous but more excited to be doing this with him. I don't even know his name but I don't care. At last his lips touches mine. I'm so thrilled. My brain and body are about to malfunction. My heart is beating so hard. My blood is boiling. I can't believe I can feel this way to someone.This is so electrifying. I can't see him but my memory reminds me of his sweet smile and striking eyes. His hands are so playful going anywhere it pleases from my chest then down my back.I'm letting myself lose. No rules for me tonight. We are on this situation when the lights turned on. Some employees came to take more alcohol. We said hi to them. They are laughing to find us inside the storage room. So we went out . I look at him while we walk holding each others hand.
"Please tell me your name." I begged him.
"You will know tomorrow. We will see each other again."
"I want to know it now." I said impatiently.
"Tomorrow, I don't want the thrill to fade when you learned my name.
"Nothing will change I will just know who you are.."
"Tomorrow." He whispered then started kissing me again near my left ear.
I pushed him away then say, " See you tomorrow then."
"'Please don't go." He tried to stopped by holding my hand. "I want some more." He is coming close to me again so is his right hand but I managed to escape.
"I need to sleep now so tomorrow will come faster.." I told him with a playful smile. He is disappointed of my decision but he didn't insisted. He waved me goodbye with a big smile.