Crap.
I'm pretty much dead.
Yeah looking at my situation right now. There's no way in hell I'm gonna make it through. I was at the receiving end of a spear while being held up high with blood gushing out from my body. I was screaming at the top of lungs saying "STOOOOP PLEASE!!". No one cared. A few people including the person that's putting a spear through me were laughing like they just heard the world's most funniest joke.
I needed to pull the spear out of my body in order to run away but the spear was blocking my blood from coming out. Even if I managed to pull the spear out, I'll die in a few minutes due to blood loss and since I'm currently being held up high. My body is being pulled down to the earth from the weight of my body. This makes it much harder because I'll have to push my body to get the spear out rather than being upright and on the ground pulling the spear that weighs around 2kg compared to my body that weighs 58kg. I'm also weak from the blood loss and have no strength to push myself out. Moreover the Agony that I'll go through from pulling the spear out will be immeasurable. I could've negotiated if i wanted to live even if there's a slim chance it'll succeed but my think process was being disrupted by all the pain. I couldn't think of anything to say nor It was possible to say anything since the person that was killing me was also in a bad state of mind.
I currently have 2 choices to get out of this situation. It's either to use all my strength to pull the spear out and run as fast as possible away from the people that are killing me or negotiate and hope for the best. I opted for the first option since it'll be impossible for me to negotiate anything.
I put both my hands that has blood flowing down on it on the shaft of the spear to get in position to push out the spear. I breath in as much air as my lungs allow. "In the count 5 I'll push it". 5. 4. 3. 2. …. ... 1. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH". It hurts so much. I ended up making it more painful than before. The person bellow me was laughing hesterically and i was so annoyed and angry but i could do nothing but watch. "This is what you get for wasting my time. Look around you Fritz, YOU LOST EVERYTHING!". I look up and see some faces that are familiar around me. Some are crying, some are unconscious and some are dead. As i look around I thought of something. Realisation started to hit me. All of this people are hurt and dead because they believed me. I made them believed that there's a place where people that has no kraft can live in peace and they don't have to be treated like trash. I basically killed them. As that thought reaches my head. I subconsciously loosen my grip on the shaft and continue to let go of it. I said to myself "isn't this enough?" I killed so many people without knowing it. I gave them false hope. "What am I?". I thought to myself. While I was busy with contemplating on what have i done. The killer was preparing to kill me for good. "So. You finally realised what you have done. huh Fritz? I didn't even realised what she had said. I was more focus on the people around me. "You don't wanna even listen to me now? I'll make your death so painful that you'll suffer in every bit of your body and it'll hurt 1000000000000x more if I just use my kraft at 5%. You'll be sitting and rotting in deepest depths of hell. Heh. Enjoy your stay there Fritz". I look at her in defeat. Not struggling anymore. "I guess this is what i deserve".
I look once more to see the people that i failed. I quietly whisper something while looking at them. First i look at my mom and dad that was there. "Mom, dad. I'm sorry for being a disappointment. I'm sorry for being weak. I'm sorry I wasn't born with either of your krafts. I'm sorry for shaming the family name. Please forgive me for what I've done even though you guys are my enemy." Then I look at the my siblings. "Fukashi, please take of everyone especially Fei since she care about me. Take care guys. Finally i looked at the people that i have spend around for 6 months. The people that I killed. " I'm sorry everyone. I'm truly sorry. that's all i have to say." I finally said everything i wanted to say to everyone. So i guess this it. I then put my attention to my killer that looks like it's close to release it's kraft. "I win. Say hi to everyone i killed before in hell will you Fritz? Haha. Goodbye". Said the killer. She released her fire based kraft with heat that is more hot than the sun. I screamed so loud but no one heard it because the sound of the fire was much more louder than me. I'm being burned alive. This feeling. "Why couldn't I just die a normal death?". Suddenly my body is being lifted and repel up in the air by the force of the fire and hot air. As soon as the spear was out of my body. Most of my blood came out. I muster what strength i had to look at the my killer one last time before die. My killer. She was the one that said that she would save the world. She even said that she would bring members from the galactic council to help. What happened? Did you remember it? You said those who doesn't have a kraft you'll come save us. Where is it now? Where is that…
Promise?…
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