The images were still flooding my mind and my already weak knees started to become even shakier.
A murderous pain that wasn't even comparable to that of an headache kept ringing and ringing louder and louder in my head.
Were those the memories the original Hao talked about? I didn't even had the time to physically realise what was happening and here I am, getting forced in my mind and brain the memories of an unknown person.
The pain he felt, the humiliation whom he had been subjected to and the feeling of emptiness and loneliness that surrounded his days...
I remember feeling them and also the faces of those who has been the cause of the pain in his life were pretty clear to me...
His Father, his brothers and his sister... and the death of his mother that weighed on his shoulders... it was all too much.
"Young Master? Are you feeling unwell?"
Said a person, who I understood being a servant, while tapping my shoulder shyly.
"D-don't worry for me... could you show me the way to my room?"
Was what I was able to mutter up trying not to sound too informal.
"Oh- you misunderstood, I'm not worrying for you, but for my job, not helping one of the masters could result in a severe punishment..."
She said, in her voice all of the shyness had been replaced with cockyness, she started to walk away with attitude, after a couple of steps, she added without even turning.
"What, the disgrace of this Beiyun family can't even walk?"
A bit of anger got in the way of my thinking, but after a sigh, I started to walk toward the servant.
I was used to this treatment by now, so there was no use in getting angry, instead I was pretty thankful that the pain had stopped.
No words had been shared between me and the servant as she guided me to what seemed to be a wonky shed, big enough to contain a bad and a wardrobe.
As soon as I was inside the shed the servant vanished on her feets, I sat on the bad and being exhausted even from that small walk I let my back fall on the sheets.
"Even the servants huh..? Poor guy..."
I had the time to sigh another time that out of nowhere the pain reappeared and with it the images.
Luckily enough the pain and the images ended sooner than later, those were about the abuses that he suffered by all the personal of the clan, due to this he didn't had any scholar instruction and the only information he knew was about the 4 main clans, the name of the place the clan was set in other than that it was lessons about etiquette, tea ceremony and something called cultivation.
"Hao... you have the same name as me, we now have the same body and your life was gifted to me... I'll make sure to live a proper life"
I said almost as I wanted to let him know this as much as I wanted to self-convince myself.
"Gift... ah- yeah... Status?"
As soon as the word "status" left my lips a strange looking display appeared in mid air.
"Ah... this whole thing seems more and more like a Manhua..."
I add while giggling a little bit excited.
//Status//
Name: Hao Baiyun
Age: 19 y.o.
Health: Meridian Ducts Obstruction
Qi: --/--
"Okay, definitely something fantasy... is this like a world of martial arts? Am I that young? No okay, important stuff first... Meridian Ducts Obstruction..."
A memory of the original body came to me, it was common knowledge in this world that those who could cultivate had Meridians, Meridians Ducts and a Core.
Having one of them blocked or damaged resulted in being crippled form cultivation it self.
"Darn... what is the use of being in a martial world if I can't cultivate?"
After a long sigh I tried to calm my mind, I knew too little to get my hopes down yet.
After a couple of minutes being in deep thoughts my mind shutted down and I fell asleep.