Threskeiaa

It was a hot afternoon, the moment my eyes met Sani I fell so madly in love with him, that was the first time I had ever fallen for someone. I used to hear of love fantasies but little did I know that between those fantasies and an us - to - be was just a thin permeable line. I stalked Sani every single day waiting for the moment Sani would just just take a glance at me (ps:I still love him). I got attracted to every part of Sani and planned a life together with him in my imaginations. My feelings reached an ultimatum of fear that kept haunting me but at the same time kept desiring him. This fear attracted my family to realize the infatuation situation I was in . "Xorxor" my aunt yelled out "why you gon run anytime that nigga pass by" I became quite and didn't know what to say all of a sudden Sani came to pass by and my aunt stopped him and asked him that same question, "ain't no way she do that" I said loudly in my head I felt my life had come to an end without realizing I took to flight to hide myself from the shame not knowing how to behave towards everyone who knew bout it. The next day I left with my aunt to buy drugs from a shop opening next door right in my neighborhood as I got there I saw Sani and got to know the shop was for his mum I left immediately after realizing this without my aunt my heart began to beat so fast a whole lotta emotions running through my chest fear gripping me all over and desires that needed to be quenched kept disturbing me...."what was all this?" I asked myself every time "Is this what being in love feels like?" I needed to know and find out more about this love thing cause I was so naive and immature but one thing I was very sure of that I wanted Sani not knowing it was just the beginning of a threskeian journey.