I dont even know where to even start from to be honest.
When I think we are making progress in our relationship, he goes ahead to snoop around with scarlett, i mean why? if he doesnt like me, stop playing with my feelings.
*sighs*
acting like a low-budget manwhore.
I dont even know what scarlett sees in him. His tongue do wonders she says, just wait till he is done with you, he is gonna drop her like a piece of cloth on fire. so full of yourself, bitch.
"avery, some people are here to see you" my mom called from downstairs.
what do they possibly want from a girl like me? Just hoping it's not blake.
i huffed and walked down the stairs majestically like the queen that i am. Just hope this queen doesnt land on her royal face. Opening the door, i take deep breaths hoping it will not be Blake. i finally opened the door and it is even worse than blake coming.
Most of you might be asking and anticipating but sadly is here and not only that, he is standing infront of my house door with scarlett 'the queen bitch' thompson.
Can you believe the audacity of this man-whore?
"Blake say something to her. She is your girlfriend, isnt she?" scarlett said and im super shocked.
when did the queen bitch care about anyone but herself? is the world to an end or am i just having a nightmare?
"was his girlfriend not is." i corrected her cause i'm not his girlfriend anymore cause he keeps fucking up. Blake looks at me with wide eyes, wanting to say something but he couldnt. "look, i dont know why you two are in my house but i would like you to leave my house please, if there is nothing you have to say." i said, turning my back to leave the sitting room.
"Dont you think you are a bit harsh on him, avery?" i heard scarlett say and my blood boils.
"Harsh on him? you are not the one whose feelings are always toiled with. Not the one who likes someone that doesnt give two flying pigs about you. The truth is, blake knows what he wants and it is obviously not me. i'm tired of forcing what will never be there cause each time i turn, he is with YOU. you want him, scarlett?. YOU CAN HAVE HIM! I dont really know why you are here with him today. you want me to hug and kiss you just because you brought him here? You are always snatching him away for yourself and now that i dont want him anymore, you come here to spread lies thinking i would welcome you both with warm hands. You two fit each other, you are both manipulative, liars, jerks and wicked humans. i want nothing to do with both of you!" I yelled. All the anger, stress, tiredness of 5 months came out today and i loved it cause if he doesn't change, i don't want him.
Blake tries to come close to me but i dont want anyone's comfort, i just wanna be left alone. "dont touch me with those filthy hands. infact get out of my house" i screamed and blake looks like he wants to cry.
ugh... like i will believe that.
"Avery please. I'm begging you to give me one last chance to prove my love for you" blake finally speaks. it's sickening to see him beg and he will still do the same thing again.
"chances are like bellybuttons. you only get one" i said before scarlett holds his hands to drag him out of the house.
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THE NEXT DAY>
At school.
I had to exchange seat with a blondie named, stephen i think that is his name, so i dont get to sit near Mr one more chance.
Naomi finally comes into the class and she comes in with Blake. As soon as naomi saw me, she quickly waved off blake and walks toward me.
really, naomi?
it's you following him now.
wow!
"hi babe" she hugs me and i put on a fake smile cause i really dont want to start a scene when Mrs jimmy will be entering the class soon. i turned to my books and kept reading the book that was taught in literature class 'something something about the sea.... or something like that'. "you know mrs jimmy is not coming to class right? and today is a free day? so why are you in class when no one else is in class apart from stephen the nerd." naomi said.
Damn! how did i not know that?
"oh im just trying to read through things right now" naomi just eyed me playfully. "c'mon, avery. you are always too serious. let's go hang out with blake and his friends, they are going sky-diving" she said, wiggling her eyebrows.
oh great! Bribe me with my favourite sport.
"oh i would love to... but i dont want to. yáll can leave without me, it is not the first time you did it" i continued 'reading'. "please avery." really! she wants me to go out with her and manwhore, blake. Has she been brainwashed?
just then, blake pops up.
"so, is she coming?' he asked. "she hasnt agreed---" naomi starts talking.
"no i am not going anywhere with you" i cut her off "and using my favourite sport against me, naomi? not cool... i thought you were my best friend, but i guess i was wrong. Guess you really arent immune to blake's charm like you said, two people who i cared about, hurt me in less than 24 hours." i stand up, grabbing my books and walking out the door.
"Avery hold on! i will never mean to hurt you. you know that." naomi begged.
oh my God!
"no. i really dont know anything. since i met you, you have never told me the truth.." naomi comes to me "i have..." i cut her off. "let me finish before you start talking... the first time, you lied about being pregnant for blake, i accepted and forgave you. You let me think that you were cheated on, but YOU cheated on blake with someone else who didnt give two shits about you.. The second time, i told you to not tell blake and you told him. I am tired of being played, being lied to, decieved, manipulated by two of you. It's like you guys planned against me when you first saw me..." oh no the tears are coming "i really wish i didnt meet both of you. mostly you naomi, you are meant to back me up and tell me to stay away but now you are the one asking me to play with fire. what kind of a bestfriend are you! i have been nothing but a good friend to you and this is how you pay me? i cant even look at you right now... i have lost all my trust in you" naomi starts crying "Avery please. no i care about you" i laughed "how? how exactly do you care about me? i told you about my dad and everything that has happened to me my entire life and you wanted your own share of satisfaction in seeing me cry, huh? so here it is... happy? you should be" i said before leaving the school premises, thankfully no one followed me.
i really just want to be alone.