Head banging, Eyes swollen, Nose drooling.
Was how I felt at this point.
I imagined how much I cried myself to bed yesterday and now its Saturday and I just feel like crying the more thinking of what occurred yesterday afternoon/night, and above all my mom allowed him to sleep over in OUR house that we bought with OUR money. I just wanna move out right now or move in with Blake but it does not make sense actually.
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AVERY'S MOM POV:
"Avery has not even tried to come out of her room since morning and it's sad cause it's my fault i let Michael stay in the guest room meanwhile she really hates me" I thought as i make breakfast for her. i just hope she eats this morning and not just take snacks. I made her favourite morning food, waffles and bits of chopped bacon wrapped in pizza dough and mayonnaise.
i hear footsteps signifying someone is coming down. I hope it is Avery.
'honey I made breakfast" I said as she eyed the food, walked up to the fridge and picked up a two sodas, a chocolate and 3 packs of chips from the pantry. "not interested, thanks" she said, tears open the chocolate and takes a bite. "uhm.. where are you going to? its Saturday. we can watch a movie like we normally do" I said with a hint of desperation in my tone but I don't mind, as long as my daughter forgives me. "Nah I'm good, I am heading to Naomi's house. I rather stay there than here with two lying parents who don't give a damn about me" with that said, she stands up and leaves the house.
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AVERY'S POV:
"you have to forgive them sooner or later, Avery. you might it regret it later if you do not give them to explain" Naomi advices, taking a bit of my chips. "you can not stay in malice with the two people that gave birth to you, even though you don't you see Michael as your dad at least what about your mom" She said and I start to rethink about my choices in life. "you say you love your mom, dont you?" I nod "and there's no love without forgiveness and through forgiveness you gain happiness, Avery. Don't you wanna be happy?" she asked. "'El amor todo lo puede' (Love will find a way.)" she quoted.
when did my player bestie start making sense? the world is coming to an end
*sighs*