on Monday morning,
we went to school and I overheard some people talking about I and Blake's relationship.
" oh my goodness.. you mean the Blake Martinez is dating that snooty new girl... uhm spring well? that girl is not his type like she's not even that hot! he was better with Scarlett!" they said and I felt irritated. why are high school teenagers nosey? like tf! mind your damn business bitch!
I don't wanna tell Blake anything cause I don't want to be dramatic i something like that.
" yh I Know right!! I wish Blake kept up with Scarlett. he's degrading himself by dating that new chick who won't give him nothing" A boy said. really? now I know why some people stay single.
I walk into class with several eyes on me and whispers. it's starting to get really annoying.
if you were in my shoes, what would you do?
A. tell Blake.
B. man up and tell them to fuck off.
or
C. mind your business and screw them.
your answers?
I think I'd go with C ( mind your business and screw them it is)
I kept on listening to what the teacher was saying. Being the best student in school isn't easy.
*cue the hair flip*😌
I'm awesome. I know.
when the bell rang, I was so happy cause I was gonna see Blake.
but unfortunately when I saw him, he was with Scarlett on their Norma popular people seat. I felt hurt but I trust Blake, he won't cheat . So I just kept eating my pasta and talking to Naomi, who seem focused on her nails.
"Are you hearing me, this child?" I asked and she flipped me off. "I know I need manicure" she said and I flip her forehead, making her Yelp and everyone in the cafe looks at her.
"Im having a breakdown in my relationship and you're bothered about manicure?" I looked the other way. I look over to Blake's table, he looks happy while Scarlett plays with his biceps. He's letting her touch him. Does he like it?.
"woah calm down little maniac before you think of something stupid that will land you in trouble. invite him over and talk to him.. let him know how you feel. I mean he's your boyfriend right?" she's right! maybe I should calm down.
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So after school,
I go home and saw my mom.
feels like I haven't seen her in years.
"hi baby" she beams. I hugged and pecked her cheeks.
then I ran upstairs to contact Blake.
His number was ringing but no answer.
That's odd. he never misses my call.
Tried again, no answer.
what's going on?
is he avoiding me?
no way he can't.
Then why isn't he picking my calls?
Today he was acting strange. he did not look at me, he didn't talk to me and through out he was with Scarlett. laughing with her and letting her touch him. That's odd.
maybe I'll go over to his house later on.