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Chapter 13 - Brazil

Hello Lorrainye

How are you doing.

I am doing good!

So sorry to hear about your country being messed up.  Don't worry I was born in a messed up nation my self called Romania and now I have comorbid PTSD and complex ptsd.    I have to take medicine to help with flashbacks, depression and insomnia and nightmares.  I don't know very much about my birth parents except that they were deadbeats that and there ancestors through a DNA test.

I used to have piercings in my face but had to stop because I was dumb enough to use a pin and got a staphylococcus infection.    So I took our everything but my earrings.   I am getting for my first tattoo of many will be a pair of Sai daggers because I used to do marital arts as a kid and enjoy it until my ptsd started getting real bad.   You can take me out of the dojo but you can't take the dojo out of me.  That means once a martial artist alway will be.

Me and my now wife found eachother on imvu: something like this but three dimensional virtual world.   Look up imvu and you will see the world in a new light. Both Lilly and I have ptsd, did or borderline personality disorder but she has to to take medicinal Marijuana to help with hers where I just take proper medication and practice mindfulness.

I am still selling my books STILL and already sold my movies DVD for tattoo money.

I still have some book that I keep until,I wear them out and start my collection over again.  It's going to talk me years to read these books that I kept.  

I have a cd player and cds that I use as well as a record player and records.   I also have Spotify.   I listen to records or cds when I am upset or just for a fun occasion.

Hope to hear from you soon

Bruises