That same night.
"We should talk about the conversation that we had in the family room the other day." I say to Sebastian removing my two tailed butler coat and sitting down on the couch in front of the fireplace that he just lit in his…our room.
"If you want to. It's up to you whether you wish to tell me how you are feeling or not." He replies with a bitter voice.
"I'm sorry that it has taken me this long to tell you the extent of how I feel." I say to him.
He turns to face me having unbuttoned his light blue Tom Ford shirt exposing his bare chest and six pack abs. He puts his hands on his hips standing straight. "Fine, so tell me. How do you feel about our relationship?"
I exhale slowly before telling him, "Uncomfortable. I have grown to love you I have, but I still feel very uncomfortable having sex with you. Even though you made sure not to hurt me the first few times it is still something that I haven't gotten used to."
Walking over to me slowly with his hands at his sides he kneels down in front of me placing his hands on my knees.
"That's only natural. No matter how long it takes, I will try my best to make sure that you become as comfortable with me intimately as I am with you. I will ease up a little and try not to be so forceful and willful with you. How does that sound?" He asks me in a soft gentle voice with the same beautiful expression he had on our first night together.
I feel myself smiling very broadly as I stare back into his dark brown eyes, "That sounds doable. And I will try very hard to relax and to not be so tense. I know that you hate that, and it only makes me hurt more." I admit.
He laughs softly then leans in close to my face kissing my lips tenderly then sliding his tongue inside he caresses my tongue gingerly.
As long as he is my mate and as long as Master Lucian lends me his ear, I just might get through this eternal life of being a dropnutem.