Since the moment I've started to suspect Juliet, my way of considering her has changed. Now, I can't meet her.
On one hand, I might be right. On the other hand, I would feel guilty.
However, I can't just sip tea with her and converse as nothing happened. Judging from the way I act with Adelphium, I am no good at hiding my true thoughts. I can't allow her to suspect, because either she hides every proof or she feels in danger without a reason.
«Oh, can't the world be made of fairies and only transparent people...» I complain to myself.
I'm in my room, reading correspondence and sorting the invites for... well, for things. I'm suggested not to accept many and always to point out that I won't attend if my state doesn't allow me. I'm busy growing the heir to the throne, so no one will complain if I change my mind and stay in my lodgings even after saying I would go.
