Salsha jogged past the students who were standing in the corridor with their faces covered. Salsha cries, she can't hide her hurt feelings when the person she loves chooses someone else.
Salsha reached the school's rooftop and stood there. Salsha was crying profusely. She poured out all the pain he felt. Once again, he lost someone he didn't even have the chance to have.
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!" Sasha shouted loudly. The feeling of tightness in his chest. "I hate Farel, I hate Bella!"
Aldi who followed Salsha from behind smiled sadly at the girl. Farel's loss had such a big impact on Salsha. Aldi thought, Salsha only loved Farel a little. it turns out that the girl took all his heart. So now when Farel goes, his heart also goes.
"God is evil. Why God never makes me happy!" Sasha shouted again. "What did I do wrong, God. Why does my life always suffer."
Aldi shook his head looking at Salsha. Aldi walked up to the girl and stood beside her.
"You're so weak, aren't you?"
Salsha looked at Aldi and wiped her tears roughly. "What are you doing here? You want to laugh at me because I'm crying. You want to laugh at me because Farel in fact never loved me?"
"You are so narrow-minded about me." Aldi flashed a cynical smile.
"You must be happy right? You must be satisfied now." Sasha's tears kept flowing. It still hurts knowing the fact that Bella and Farel are officially dating.
Aldi sat on the floor and looked straight ahead. "I admit you are very stupid. You are more stupid than what I imagined before."
Salsha wiped her tears again and followed Aldi to sit beside the man. "You don't know how I feel. You don't know the pain of losing the one you love."
Aldi looked at Salsha sadly. "Life isn't all about love, Sha. It's stupid if you cry like this just because of love. You cry as if you lost the most valuable person in your life even though you just lost someone who didn't deserve you!"
"Farel is precious to me." Sasha insisted. "Farel everything to me!"
Aldi laughed sarcastically at Salsha's words. "You know why you can't have Farel after all the ways you've done so that he likes you!?" asked Aldi. Sasha shook her head briefly. "That's because Farel is not nice to you. God kept you away from Farel, it's because Farel wasn't destined for you. Because no matter how hard you try, if it's not for you, you'll never get it."
"Farel was created for me. Bella came and ruined everything!" Salsha even blamed Bella's presence. "Just try if Bella isn't around. I'm sure Farel and I are happy now."
"Never blame others for your failures. Bella is not a hindrance for you and Farel if he was destined for you."
Salsha's shoulders shook and she cried even more. Salsha had never been like this before. Sasha covered her face with her palms.
"You're so stupid, I swear!" Aldi couldn't understand Salsha's attitude like this. "You're crying here while Farel and Bella are having fun there. You're wasting your tears for useless things like this."
"Sha, let me tell you. There are still many guys who are more handsome, cooler, more able to respect you than Farel. Farel is only one in millions of guys in this world." Aldi advised Salsha. He couldn't bear to see Sasha cry like this. "You're still young. Your current feelings with Farel are still very small. It's still far to a more serious level. You'll find guys who can make you happy and forget your feelings for Farel. At this age, those feelings are still there unstable. Still likes to go and come suddenly, not permanent. Now you feel Farel is everything for you and you are afraid of losing him. But tomorrow, who knows if you feel hate and regret ever liking him."
Sasha is still silent. Her body was still shaking violently. Salsha listened to all of Aldi's words and studied them. Aldi was right, her feelings could change. But for now, Salsha loves Farel and doesn't want the man to be owned by other people, especially Bella.
Aldi took his cigarette from his pocket. I lit it and took a long puff on the cigarette. Aldi puts a pack of cigarettes in front of Salsha.
"If you want to cry, just cry. Let go of all your pain now. But you have to promise, after today you won't want to cry for someone like Farel again." Aldi exhaled his cigarette smoke into Salsha's face, which was still in her hands. "You guys smoke so you can calm down a bit. I'm usually like that."
The shoulders that Salsha had shaking just now slowly stopped. Sasha wiped the tears that were still evaporating out. Salsha glanced at Aldi and the cigarettes on the floor alternately. Salsha took a cigarette from inside and watched it.
"Can I smoke?" asked Salsha innocently. "How to do it?"
Aldi glared. He thought Salsha would not smoke. Aldi also will not allow Salsha to smoke right. That's just what Aldi said.
"Stupid!" Aldi cursed again while patting Salsha's head a little hard and then took the cigarette from Salsha's hand. "Girls can't smoke. Don't be crazy."
"You're the one who ordered it." Salsha rubbed her head which hurt from Aldi's pat. "My head hurts," said Salsha in a spoiled voice.
Aldi chuckled seeing Salsha's facial expression which he thought was adorable. Aldi's hand moved to gently caress Salsha's head.
"Okay, I'm sorry."
Sasha wiped her face which still had tears in her eyes. Her eyes were puffy from crying. "My eyes are puffy, aren't they?"
"Puffy," replied Aldi. "Your ugly face is getting uglier because you've been crying for a long time. You're already like the devil on your face."
"Ugh, that's bad." Salsha hit Aldi's head.
"Now you smile first so that his face is a little more beautiful." Aldi smiled broadly at Salsha. "Like this."
Slowly, the smile on Sasha's face grew. She's also feeling much better now, not like he used to be. Aldi managed to make Salsha aware not to drag on in sadness. Salsha was grateful that Aldi had come to accompany her here.
"But how come you're here?" asked Sasha.
Aldi stubbed out his cigarette and looked at Salsha. "I'm following you."
"Isss stalker," sneered Salsha.
"I know you will cry because you can't because you know they are dating. That's why I took the initiative to follow you," said Aldi. "And it's true that I said you were crying here. Luckily I arrived on time. If not, you'll probably kill yourself because you're not strong enough."
"You think I'm stupid?" Sasha snorted in annoyance. "Maybe I want to kill myself just because of that."
Aldi looked at Salsha fixedly with a mocking look. "Don't you know you're an idiot? Wow, that's great, isn't it."
"I'm not stupid." Sasha insisted.
"Then you were crying until your eyes are puffy like this, don't you feel stupid?"
Sasha turned her gaze forward. "Yes, it's just a girl's instinct if she feels hurt she will cry. But after crying her mind becomes calm."
"Are you calm now?" asked Aldi.
"Okay," Salsha showed a row of white teeth. "Thanks to you, thank you."
"You're welcome," replied Aldi. "When you feel calm, let's go back to class."
Sasha nodded her head.