When the cold wind passed through Xia's cold body, she involuntarily shivers once again from the cold. The hair on her skin stood up not planning to lie down anytime soon. It also thawed upon her that what is happening to her right now is true.
She seriously doesn't want to believe it because she thought it was impossible and doesn't want to give hope to her heart only to be disappointed once again. But she also can't help but to stick to believing it. The hope in her heart rises up like the speed of a hunter hunting its prey. She was back, ah no. She was not entirely back but given a chance to live once again, as someone else but with the same name as hers.
Yes, as you have read. Your thinking was right. She reincarnated once again, given her endless dullest life in her past life a hope to make a new and meaningful light in the apocalypse. Apocalypse, even though it was very close to being too dull, at least she could predict who would stab her in the back for the reason of surviving in this cruel world. The Humans that live in this world where the apocalypse started a month ago have reasons to betray their close ones; Family, best friends, and even lovers. These three characteristics were often used to feed them into zombies to have more time to escape completely and divert the zombies' attention. What a cruel way to survive eh. But she somehow felt a little jealous in her heart, in her world there was none, even just coming up with a reasonable excuse as to why they did that? Even close friends that she grew up with since they were still infants and the family she had that was always fond of her because of her excellent grades and good upbringing turned their back at her when they found she had abnormalities in her head. Imagine, a genius who was brain labelled as abnormal? They could have used another excuse than use that one.
She looked up at the dull and dark sky that didn't hold any stars. It completely lacks the once bright night sky that most couples enjoyed to watch in the night. She reminisces the memories she had in her past life.
*Flashback*
She was sent to the hospital full of mental illness. The Hospital that disgusted her most, she was sent by her own family without any hint of hesitation on their face. She despaired for a long time but did not despair for too long when her best friends that she always hung out with in her school days always visited her every time they had free time together. At first she thought that her best friends finally understood her and she would be free by the Mental Hospital she was currently stationed at in no time so she was extremely happy. The buried hope in her heart rose up, maybe they were just playing and she's the one who will be playing the girl with abnormalities in her head, maybe this was the reason why they did it to herself. But she was wrong, really wrong. Understand her? What a piece but painful joke is coming in her thoughts? She can only laugh at the idiot version of herself in the past, so tricked easily, now she would bear the pain of being schemed once again.
They visited her everyday so they could once again inflict pain on her, scheme on her. The happy days that she had carefully but tightly kept in her heart finally shattered. So she did what she hated the most while doing so, but she had no choice but to do so. These people always hurt her again and again when her mentality almost broke down. She needs to do something to stop this from happening again, to stop them from inflicting pain on her again.
What did she do to stop them from hurting her again? Of course... She killed them all. She laughed hard like a madman that day, even when the police that the mental patient as witness of the whole scene called upon earlier had arrived, and cuffed her bloody hands and sent her into prison directly without interrogating her first. Why did she do it? Her laughter didn't even stop for half a day to the point where her prison mates that also have a criminal record got annoyed and kicked her stomach hard and banged her head multiple times until Xia vomited an unusual colour of blood just for her to shut up. But no, she didn't even stop laughing, instead her laughter intensified even more. Her creepy laughter made the prison mates who had previously kicked her stomach had goose bumps and instinctively took a step back down. They were scared shitless that they almost pee their pants. They didn't bother themselves anymore with Xia affairs and just did the daily works that were assigned to them obediently so their sentence could be reduced for half a year.
It took half a week for Xia creepy laughter to die down but then, when she felt her stomach hurting and that she even felt that she's so weak that she can't even stand up by her own feet, she froze in place. The honeyed coloured phoenix eyes were stunned. Her thoughts quickly flash a bunch of unpleasant memories she didn't even want to remember anymore, her mind completely gone blank once again, someone dared to hurt her again, and yes, someone really dared to… hurt her, once again. The heartlessness in her veins shot up straight to her head. Thirstiness, the thirstiness that suddenly came up from Xia lungs made her want to find something to quench its thirst. She forced herself to come down but she concedes defeat when she really can't stop the ruthlessness she was feeling. Revenge her. Kill them all! Her rage burst out, freely controlling her head and body so they could take revenge.
She stood up shakily despite the pain she was feeling from her stomach but the pain that was coming from her stomach only made her eyes turn red, completely bloodshot and expressed wanting to kill anyone who was in her sight. The people inside the cell she was currently being detained in and who had previously kicked her stomach when she was still not in her right mind shuddered a little, but then shrugged and continued to do what they were previously doing, completely oblivious to what awaits them. Xia's vision was completely red, so red enough for every cell on her body was commanding her to get more objects that were colour red or covered her hand with paint that was also colour red. Blood, she needs Blood. She needed to see and stained her hand with blood that could calm the itchiness in her palm. Dirty her hands once again, to feel the pleasure of someone else's pain, other than the unbearable pain she was feeling right now. Make them scream in more agony than herself, treat their scream like a pleasant music in her ears like urging her to sleep in peace, make them fear her forever enough for them to regret being born to this cruel world, make them… die. Die, then there will be no more, who will dare to approach her then break the only thing that she possess, the broken body that she have, the broken body that she want to treasure for a lifetime, the broken body whom had hold patience to still make her alive and breath, she will use this broken body in great care and repay it with people bloods that hurt her every day. Torture them thoroughly, that is the second way but most painful way to continue their remaining time.
Like a Vampire inside the human skin that possesses such terrifying thoughts. Xia slowly revealed a smile, a smile exclusive only for the people inside the cell. Her canine teeth were showing, indicating that the person who smiled at the people in the cell was extremely happy and was close to the point where this person who had smiled laughed the stuffy feeling from her chest out. The feeling in her chest overlapped with what she thought, yes, she also wanted them dead, so her suffering will end, and no more people will dare to inflict damage to her already broken heart.
The people inside the cell sense the strong gaze coming from the girl they had previously mistreated on the first day. They frowned and looked up at the labelled mental patient in union, only to be shocked by the sight that unfolded in front of them.
"Can I... kill you?" Even if Xia asks from the beginning, she did not wait for the other parties to give her a reply and did what she wanted to do. These were also the last words that the people in the cell had heard before they felt their bones shattering one after another. The shrill of scream from Xia cell echoed through the end of the other people's cells all night, sending shivers to their spine and they didn't get to sleep well overnight until dawn came.
That day, Xia killed someone once again. Two people got their throats sliced ruthlessly and were now having their funeral. Three people got their limbs broken and was confirmed by the doctor that it is estimated that they will be forever paralyzed, they can only cry with silent tears. They prefer to just die than continue to live being a disabled person. They wish that the ruthless girl they had provoked didn't show the slightest mercy to them. And with all Xia doing, she got sentenced by the judge to live all of her remaining time in the prison cell. But the thing is, she did not even have the tiniest bit or have the care for her situation. She laughed and laughed, but this time her laughter did not cease at all, this laughter of hers accompanied her until her death bed finally came. Escorting her to the final home she will need to bear- the hell.
The fire of hell surrounded her body, burning her skin. Her laugh stopped, and then she screamed crazily. She screamed in agony every day, her pain continued, it never wanted to leave her., very reluctant to part with her. The scream of her agony died down after years of being burnt again and again, she couldn't feel anything anymore and her heart that was still beating was long dead, outside the surface and inside the surface. She was already immune to the pain.
Her life in that world ended there and then she got reincarnated.
*End of Flashback*
When Xia remembers this memory, a creepy smile crept into her lips. She lowered her head, shoulders shaking and burst into laughter. A creepy laughter echoed around where the body she possesses is currently living in, this creepy laughter of hers was heard by lowest and average zombies that was gradually nearing her direction when they saw a light above her head.
They instinctively step back when Xia's playful phoenix eyes landed on them. The average zombies escaped in time when they noticed they couldn't defeat this girl, but the lowest zombies continued to come near her after a moment of confusion and fear. Well, they made the wrong choice.
Xiaza, 15 years of age, who can even kill a living person and heart has long been dead, what's more if it is already an undead person? Of course she will also kill them, when she saw that they took the initiative to hurt her.
The cry of Zombie's despair echoed in Xia's home next after her laughter ceased. Xia looked down at her bloody fingers that were covered with zombies black mixed with green blood. So dirty, she then looked down at the figure, ah no, the bloody corpse lying pitifully with its rotten organs dug out near her feet.
Xia smiling poke the zombies corpses using her feet and thought 'If this world is an apocalypse, then there is no restriction for me to kill a few right?' Xia's smile grew bigger as she thought of this.
'This world is very interesting after all'
The following Chapters can be find in this link☺☺👉https://m.goodnovel.com/book_info/31000107509/Fantasy/Rebirth-Cycle-Apocalypse-Volume-I?shareuser=39250871&ch=apps. I am writing my own novel in this app now 'A Villain!Am I?' so I am not going to continue this.:)