It's down, The golden disc seems to be rising and rising. At this time, nature is at its best. There can be nothing more pleasant to the senses than the sunrise. The golden rays of the sun give a bright colour to the clouds and meadows, mountains and valleys. The hill-tops and the valley below seem to be bathed in yellow light. All of sudden, the golden ball shining in the sky grows big in size.As the sun gets higher in the sky, the day's activity begins. Plants and trees feast on the rays of the sun.Birds sing to its shine. Men and women who go out for morning walk enjoy its reddening beauty.The flowers and leaves are blooming. It seems like they just wakes up from the call of God Apollo.

I woke up from the bed when the soft, shining and romantic fainty sun rays teases me because the windows of my room were closed. They are randomly touching and kissing all over my body in a naughty way to asking me to wake up. it's not like that they are really doing that instead I felt like that because I was enjoying the sun rays.

I woke up with rubbing my eyes, look through the window, I opened the window and let the sun ray climb up my body. Again I lay down on the bed and started to stretch my body.

My alarm risese making a screaming sound made me scared. I got up from the bed and looked over it and said,

"Are you trying to kill me or substracting my days of living a simple and happy life ?? Don't you know how many struggles I have done for living a happy and peacefull life, what what pain through I was gone through and how many things I lost for only a new life don't you aware of thoses ??... why you always trying to scare me in every morning. "

I turned it off and again lay on my bed. A screaming voice of my mom called me from the downstairs Zaizai wake up, you are getting late for the school.

I tied my hair , put my slippers, and start entering in the bathroom. I open the button of my shirts. Take it of from my body. only I was with my shorts. I looked at the scar of my chest and two drop of tears automatically falls from my eyes. it was giving the sence that I am missing something badly and missing from the core of my heart.

Heart, this heart.... only for this heart I lost the best buddies of my life.....

I was crying insidely infront of the bathroom mirror and remembering all those pains I gone through. Suddenly I sense a wind blows through the bathroom window,touches my face and I smell a scent which exactly I was chasing in my memory that same scent which gave me a lot of things. I looked around my self and suddenly I realize someone whispering in my ears that "Don't worry about me We will surely meet again, just wait for me!!"

I again looked around me and then the scent of the perfume slowly slowly gose away from me. I yelled don't go I am coming outside.... Don't go.... please don't go I beg you don't go yianyian... I yelled, and cryed loudly.

I mom ran into the bathroom after hearing I am crying... she rashed into the bathroom, turned me back, hugged me and patted my back while saying,

" Calm down __calm down.....

don't cry... No one in here... Don't cry... I am here... I am with you... I will search yianyian and bring him back to you.. Rest assured.. Don't cry.."

I hugged tightly my mom and still yelling "don't go... don't go away... Yianyian come back.. don't go... "

After I calmed down I saw everything is nice and only I am yelling Yianyian. Then my mom said, "how many times I will aware you not to look at your scar... It will triggered your PTSD. don't you know it may affected your ASD.. further when you will take off you dress call Aunt Hua to be with you if I am busy. If not then please I request you to ask for my help. "

I replied her..."Mom I can take care of myself, why are you too worried.. But Mom when I am looking for a long time at my scar it triggered my PTSD. Mom I wanna a patch for hide it." I mom replied "Alright we will go to Your brother next week .Now freshen up yourself and get prepared for you school. "

I am in high school now. I am a 1st year trainee of medical aspirants. Although we don't need another doctor in our house.But I wanna do it .Today is the 1st day of my school after my surgery, After Yianyian, After all my past happenings. I wanna take care of every body as I had been taken care by a medical student and also I want to fulfill his dream to made a school from kindergarten to high school for those children who are not getting a proper facility to study. I wanna find him in my life again.

We don't need another doctor in my family as my brother Dr. Xiao Xianbo And my father Dr. Xiao Wanzhen. My mother is a Assistant Director of a IT company. I have interst in music but for Yianyian I firmed my goal as a Doctor. In hoping to meet him again. I am waiting for him... No matter how many days I have to wait, No matter what what problems I have to meet through this journey but I will meet him again one day and when I meet him I am going to schold him badly as he left me without saying anything. But whatever I will wait for him.

I shoutout mom I am ready to go. My mom said come down stairs take the keys and get into the car I am coming in two minutes bringing my phone from room.

All of sudden I heard voice of my father calling me Zaizai. I looked at him and again shoutout with happiness Mom Dad arrived. I ran to my father for a hug But my father stopped me as he still is not washed up. My mom ran out from her room and try to hug my father. My father stopped her also and said sweetie are you also a child whom I have to inform not to touch me just after I come what will our children learnt from you... Nothing see you Son going to hospital and Directly Hugged me and said Father I am in a duty now you can go home and see you daughter directly running me to hug me...My mom hardly smile as she done a mistake and scholed by father. I said ok ok over!! Mom let's go I am getting late in the first day. My father said go go..

When we are going my father asked me to take some medicine with me. I said him I am okay but my mother also asked me to take those pills with me. And then he said me to take those when my PTSD triggered by some situation. I nodded I we went out for the school.