It all begins with tragedy despite all comedy around me. It begins with a long relationship between me and my fiance, but all relationship became nothing without money for care.
It was a painful feeling for me but I just have to hold it, in order not to destroy our relationship. But all those things became all my chapter of thinking because, I fear she would leave me to make her own way, but it wasn't so for her, all she do is to encourage me that, things is going to be better for good. But in spite all this encouragement and hope she was giving to me, my mind wasn't at rest, but I have to accept it like that. But not so fast, i went around the city and find no job, which brought tears to my very eyes which I cant explain. After ward I went home in pain and told my fiance, that I wasn't given a job, but she never accept, but rather say to me "don't worry a day shall come you will be favoured along the line" then I took it like that. But nevertheless I was still pain and fear that she would leave me alone for her own way, but rather she encourage me always when I feel bad, Because the burden was too much for me any time i pass through this things.