Days passed his moms health was getting better and better day by day. James was also behaving almost a little normal than before. Office days were getting lot of hectic. Tomorrow was James birthday, this made me realise that almost a year has passed. We went home together. He got ready as soon as he came home and took the car key. I asked him to come home early as it's his birthday tomorrow. So that he can celebrate it with me and his mom.
He said," I'll see if I am available." I already knew he won't come back. I decorated my room. I got ready and celebrated his birthday on my own. I wished for his happiness. He came late at night it was already 3am. He thought that I didn't prepared anything for his birthday like I did last time. Next day we got ready to go to office. But I got little late as I was in his mother's room. I went to her to give her morning pills. He was waiting for me to come so that we can leave. He went to my room to search me. He saw the decoration I made yesterday in my own room. But he ignored it and came to his mom's room where I was. He grabbed my hand and took me out and said, "Can't you see how late we are? Why should I wait for you? If you want to come then come, else start coming on your own from here onwards." When we reached office, I found him bit uneasy. I asked him if he was not feeling well?
He said, "Why does everything has to do with you? Mind your own business."
But deep down I knew he wasn't feeling well. I went home and cooked porridge for him. I gave him and asked him to finish it now. He said he won't eat it but anyway he had it later. I took him home and saw that he had fewer. I gave him medicine and kept cold wet cloth strips on his forehead.
Although he is stubborn, I managed to control everything somehow. His few friends came to visit him. They were school friends. One of them suggested to have a meet and greet as they all are here. Everyone agreed. James also went along with them. I prepared the dinner for me and his mom.
Almost everyone brought their partners with them only he was alone. Everybody had lots of drinks and many things. He was sitting alone drinking in the corner. Till that one of his friends came and asked him why he is here alone. James answered him that he is reminiscing all the best memories of him with me. Thinking and wishing, how good it would be if I wasn't the daughter of the man he hates the most. His friend sent me the recording of what he said about me. It was late night and I got a call from James, which was impossible. Either he will call me to make me realise my faults or make me do something against my will. I picked up the call. The moment he spoke I knew he had a drink and now he is drunk completely. He said," Hey Rihanna. Are you listening me?" I asked, "James are you drunk?" James said, "Why do you care so much for me? Why are you so nice to me? I have done so much to you. How can you be so good to me? Okay listen this, I want to tell you something very important. Don't tell anybody else okay? I ...love.....you ....Rihanna." and he cut the call. I was so happy to listen this. I felt like I wish I would just die after listening this as I don't want to see him in his another avatar tomorrow. I thought he finally loves me back. I slept thinking about him in the living room itself.
Can you help me find a thing
Its lost its lost its
Lost lost lost
Do you wanna know what it is
Its my heart its my heart its my
Heart heart heart
I saw you coming
The sunshine behind
I tried to stop myself
But felled up so hard
Can you help why I feel
So helpless again
I can't wait to see you again
Again gain gain
Can you help me find a thing
its lost its lost its
lost lost lost
do you wanna know what it is
its my heart its my heart its my
heart heart heart
the day I understood
I felt something for you
I tried to attract you
But you failed to notice
You made me lose myself
And got my attention again
Again gain gain
Next morning he came. I woke up and smiled at him. I went near him and asked him how was he? Is he okay? Why didn't he return home yesterday? He said, "Wait let me be clear. Yesterday's call was just a mere dare given to me by my friends while playing truth and dare. So don't flatter yourself. And maintain your distance got it? " He was still frightened that I would catch his lie. So he decided to appoint a new female secretary for him. When I went to the office I saw a gorgeous lady. And yes she was none other than his secretary. He asked her to arrange her table in his cabin itself. She sat opposite to his table. When I entered the cabin I and the new secretary. We mistakenly bumped into each other and all the paper documents from her hand felled down. Both of us started collecting the papers. But James said, "Hey, Jiance you can continue your work. It was Rihanna's mistake, she was walking blindly. She will pick them up. You can go and have a seat. And you miss Rihanna. Pick up all the papers and arrange them exactly how they were." This was really insulting. But without taking it in a wrong way I picked them up and returned her with an apology. Many days passed I observed that Jiance really liked James and both of them were really getting close to each other.