Maine apne kaan (ear) me se ik earphone nikali , Earphone nikalte hi mujhe fir se chilane ki awaze niche wale floor se Sunai de rahi thi. Maine dubara apne ear me earphone laga li . Main darasal apni tarish(roof) pe bani hui duchatti pe baithi hui thi. Jahan se door tak fahle hue anjaan logo ke makan, towers aur trees dikh rahe the. Khula asmaan , thandi teej hawaye . Delhi me iss waqat sardi ka mosam tha. Lekin fir be iss pal me se main thoda sukoon apne liye chura rahi thi. Shyam ka time tha suraj bilkul orange and pinkish colour ka ho rakha tha. Sabhi panche apne -apne ghar ko jaa rahe the . Asmaan me ik ke baad ik panchiyo ka tolla (group) ja raha tha.
Maine ik hi song repeat pe apne phone me laga rakha tha "Aye Khuda by murder 3" Samne gulabi asmaan aur door door tak fahle hue makan. Thandi hawaye Jo mere face ko chuthi hui guzar rahi thi. Maine ik nazar apne pass baithe mere dog ko dekha (Bruno) Jo mere bilkul side me baitha hua tha. Usne apna face apne panjo (paw) me rakha hua tha. Wo bhi meri tarh samne dekh raha tha .
Maine pyaar se uske sir pe hath fera aur usne bina apna face uthaye sirf apni aankhe utha kar mujhko dekha aur fir se samne dekh ne laga. Wo bol nahi sakta tha par main janti thi ke wo bhi meri tarah pareshan aur dhukhi tha.
Jab bhi mom Aur bhai ki fight hoti thi toh main humesha apne earphones le kar yaha iss jagah pe aajati thi aur mere piche piche mera dog bhi. High pitch me songs earphone me bajane se lafaz toh kaano me padne band ho jate the lekin Jo dard dil me hota tha usko khtam krne k liye I Don't think koi song aaj tak bana tha.
Meri zindagi me Maine 21saal ki umaar me hi duniya walo ke itne badale rang dekh liye the jitna koi normal 21 saal ki ladki kabhi soch bhi nahi sakti . Kon khta hai tajurba(experience) age ke sath aata hai mujhe toh itni si umar me hi itna tajutba (experience) hogya tha jitna kisi ko 50 ki umar tak hota.Pyaar muhaabat , Ishq ke jhuthe wado ki sachai , khudjarjh dost, apne khoon ke rishto ke do chehre. Bacha hi kya tha aur kuch dekhne ko.
Kahi suna tha Maine " umar kachi ho , aur jahan (dil) budha hojaye, aise jawani ki dard bahut kuch shikha dete hai". No parlour, no make up, no spa, and specially life ko enjoy krne ki wish toh bilkul bhi nahi. Meri life me tha sirf tute dil ka thoda sa ghum, ghar ke kaam, ghar ka beta ban ne ki nakam kosish , aur ghr me aksar hone wali fights.
Duniya walo ki nazaro me ik perfect life jeene wali ladki thi. Haan Mana main har waqat mushkurati thi dusro ke samne par wo mera hunar tha haqiqat thodi. You can say I am a good girl . At least mohale(colony) ki aunties k liye toh. Jo ghar se bhar akele nahi jaati , Jeans pehnati hai lekin gale me humesha stole daal kar rakhti hai, sabko mushkura kar milti hai namste karti hai, sabka khayal rakhti hai, Kabhi apne parents ki baat nahi taal ti hai, Jisko kabhi unchi awaz me bolte hue nahi Suna hai. Yahi toh hoti hai ik perfect aur achi ladki samaz walo ki nazaro me.
Kyunki Jo ladki collage jaati hai , Job karti hai wo toh characterless hoti hai. Aur agar kisi bichari ladki koi office me night shift krni padh jaye toh buss baap re baap . Fir toh WO pakka office me ni apne bf k flat pe hoti hai , nahi toh ladko k sath club me drink kr rhi hoti hai , mohalo ki aunies ki nazaro me . Yahi toh mentality hoti hai logo ki specially aas padosi ki aurato ki . Mujhe ni samajh ata unhe dusro ki betiyo ko badnaam kar ke kya milta hai.
Din chipne lag raha tha , suraj bhi doob gaya tha.Maine apne earphones htaye aur mom Aur bhai ki awaz sun ne ki kosish ki .Par agle do minute tak mujhe unki koi awaz Sunai nahi di. Sayad world war III khatam hogya tha.
Maine apna phone apni pocket me dala aur Bruno ke sir pe hath rakhte hue kaha " chale niche" Mere itna kahte hi wo jaldi se khada hogya aur apni punch(tail) hilane laga.
Hum dono wapas neeche aagye . Living room ik dum khali tha. Main living room ko jang ka madan khti thi bcoz mostly fights wahi hoti thi. Kitchen me se bartano (utensils) ki awaz aarhi thi jiska mtlab tha me mom toh kitchen me thi aur bhai as usual apne room me hoga.
Maine ik Lambi saans li aur living room se hote hue kitchen me chali gayi jaha mom thi. Unke face se saaf pta chal rha tha ke wo sad thi. Maine unke hath se chai ki ketily li aur side me rakh di.
" aap jao main kar lungi baki kaam" Maine unki taraf dekhte hue kaha. Wo bina kuch bole waha se chali gayi. Aisa nhi hai ke main unke liye stand nhi le shakti ya Maine kabhi unke liye stand liya nahi.
Starting me Maine har baar unke liye stand liya tha par jab wahi maa apse ye kah de ke ye tera masla nahi hai tu humare beech me mat bol . Toh aap khudh hi piche ho jate ho aisa lagta hai me khudki maa pe mera koi hak hi nahi hai.
Fir bhi main har roj apne ghr ka beta ban ne ki nakam kosish karti rahti thi ke sayad kisi din main is kosish me kamyab (sucessful)ho jau ke kissi din meri mom ko yeh ehsas ho jaye ki main bhi unka khayal rakh shakti hu .