[South Korea] [Seoul]
This is just a simple memory from my past.
My name is Shin-ae Heewon, I am a college student and an aspiring writer for the future. My aspirations at the beginning had been that I wanted to be a doctor, but at some point I veered to the side of literature.
When I was in high school I thought I had received a divine revelation about what I wanted to be in the future, having understood the gift I had, it seems that this world made me perfectly to be a writer.
Right now I am at the train station, while I wait for the train that will take me home, I am also anxious for the news that my latest work has been approved or rejected.
The story I wrote this time was about a dream I had, where the protagonist had been reborn in a different world and that she has divine powers, such things. Uh, yeah, my publisher is in charge of these kinds of books.
That? Did you think I was a Normie writer? Ugh, of course not. I am quite attached to the Manhwa subculture like a fingernail on a finger, I don't think I can write anything normie at this point in my life as I have developed my writing to the best of my ability.
After twenty-three failed attempts, I'm sure this is going to be the one that will lead me to fame!
Just because I don't know how to draw is that I haven't published myself on sites like Webnovel or Lezhin, if I could, I wouldn't have to bother going to a publisher to have my work published.
It would be easier for me if I could write on different devices at the same time, but I don't think that would matter to anyone in particular. I know that I am a boring woman and well... maybe that is because my tastes have never been the same as those of my family.
My parents are very conservative and believe that you should not have more contact with the opposite sex than necessary. I'm not the typical female lead who has childhood friends or guys in love with me, nah, absolutely not.
It's not like my parents' genes are the best either. Until I finished high school, I had been a very fat girl and not at all pretty. It was almost like the FMC change from a certain anime, but within three years it had totally changed.
My appearance alone made my classmates dislike me, and in the long run, that made me determine that I would never have friends. All I'm good at is studies, but up to there.
I certainly hate that this world determines you by your appearance. That's why... is that I took a particular liking towards fiction literature. In my writings I am able to project characters with a beauty that many times I find it difficult to reflect even myself, doing what I can to give life to those characters and thus be able to project myself into them.
It is just a way of momentarily escaping from reality. It's not like I'm very good at dealing with other people's criticism of myself. That is why I try to do things in the best possible way so that people cannot complain about the things that I do.
"Without attention there are no problems and vice versa", that is my motto.
As long as I don't make people notice me, everything will be fine. Although it is not as if they are going to do it, I am quite an unpleasant woman to look at... fine black hair that looks like oil and a pair of eyes like those of a dead fish of the same color, it is impossible for me to be a beauty.
When I lost weight, my body became much thinner than necessary and now I appear to be pure bone. I am not exaggerating by saying that probably all my weight corresponds to that of the clothes that I have with me.
"I'll be home soon." :)
I write that message from my mobile directed towards my mother. Please ignore that I have him scheduled as [Mommy].
It was almost immediately that she read it, and she responds quickly.
￤Tell me about your results when you come! I made udon to celebrate your new job.
Ugh.
But what is he talking about? Don't build the house from the roof, Mom. I still don't know if they accepted my job or not!
Besides that I didn't tell you about the other twenty-two attempts I made before to get where I am now, okay? You would be very disappointed in me and you wouldn't have made my favorite Japanese dish if you knew about it.
Well, let's leave it like this.
The train is about to arrive, I stand up and wait behind the boarding line.
But when I take my last step... it was as if my surroundings were modified from one moment to the next. In the process, time was also vastly advanced and before I knew it, I was falling onto the train tracks just as it was about to stop.
If we calculate the force... it is more than enough to kill a person.
Just... huh?
How did this happen?
Just a few moments ago I was in the boarding line, so why am I like this now?
Looking back... I realize that I have been pushed.
That? Who is that?
I am totally unable to understand what is going on around me right now. My mental processing speed was slowed almost completely and what I am narrating right now is from my last moments of life.
Ah.
I remember...
After so much time that has passed since I told these facts, I had completely forgotten and mixed many details in between.
The one that I... was accepted into my job.
Ha
There is the whole memo. The last thing that had happened in the course of my life. I didn't even have the time to say goodbye to my family, and I think that's the one thing I'm really sorry for.
Shin-ae Heewon's life is the record of a shy and indecisive girl who never did anything for the good of others.
But there's no problem...
I'm fine with having died this way.
I don't mind giving my life so someone else would feel comfortable doing it. I have neither hatred nor remorse to offer. Only my life. And that's the greatest offering I could ever have given.
And only just before my life was turned off.
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[Welcome to [System]
[This is a multi-universal advantage that is provided to those who are chosen by the [Gods] to become candidates for the same position]
[The purpose of the [System] is to create [Players], these same [Players] are mostly sent to other worlds or universal lines where they are necessary for their future. Let's start with the introduction]
[You are destined to go towards the [Delta Line] to occupy a very important position]
[The title [Corpus Christi] has been added to the character]
[The ability [Holy Grail] has been added to the character by obtaining the title]
[The title [Bearer of the Cross of Saint Peter] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Key of Heaven] has been added to the character by obtaining the title]
[The ability [Key to the Earth] has been added to the character by obtaining the title]
[The skill [Wisdom] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Divine Touch] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Holy Inquisition] has been added to the character]
[The ability [Charity] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Prana Manipulation] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Inexhaustible Growth] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Divine Word] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Divine Eye of Supernatural Reception] has been added to the character]
[The skill [Divine Eye of Purification] has been added to the character]
[The ability [Minor Doxology] has been added to the character]
[The [Major Doxology] skill has been added to the character]
[Initial stats have been added to the character, totaling 28,000 for each stat and rank SSS + in [Magic] and [Luck]
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Right before my consciousness disconnected from my body. That amount of information attacked me.
Revealing that my death in this world would not be my end.