It was during the summer of 2020 that I decided to do it. I was an introvert, who would get scared to just bring some onions or eggs from the supermarket. I was a nerd and since I didn't get along with others, I used to spend my days inside the house doing nothing. I wanted to get rid of the world. I wanted to die. But I did not have the guts to kill myself. I used to get bullied a lot in school. Other students used to draw dick drawing on my desk and hit me till I bleed behind the school where no one could find me. I was pathetic. I couldn't do anything. I used to get the thoughts of murdering the bully and his friends and the whole family. But you know right? I did not have the guts to.
The same thoughts continued till I found myself hanging out with the only friend I made in the second year of high school. His name is Karl Fischer
and was very popular in my school. Now you guys would be thinking WHY an extrovert like him would be hanging out with me. See, it's not like ever wanted to be friends with him. He found me all beaten up behind the school where those bullies would often take their anger on me. He was like protection from the bullies since he was very talented and popular.
And I had a girlfriend.
Now you might be wondering why I am speaking about my past instead of getting to the point. I really don't want this story to be a kind of normal fiction without any emotions. I don't want anyone to be throwing this out in the gutter thinking that this story was all made up. By the time you read this letter, I might be already dead. This is the story where I am going to rule the world and treat it in a way, that the whole world will be remembering me for the next millennium.
By,
Lukas Baumann