Believe you can and your half way there.....
JORDYN'S POV
After trying to clear all the dirt's I made earlier, I finally allowed him to come inside. Really, of all the people I was expecting to meet Daniel should be on my bucket list. It's not like I didn't like him or anything but the feeling ofย you never reaching up to his standards feelings gets me all the time whenever I talk to him. All through my University periods right the moment I met him, I always knew I could never reach up to his level. He was a prince who deserve a befitting princess which certainly isn't me. I already knew that nothing special can happen between us that's why I didn't bother trying to catch feelings for him, I always tried to read too much meaning to everything he said as I knew our friendship was only cause we go to the same University. After graduating I took the chance of leaving not wanting to be the desperate chicks like other girls who flock around him, I deleted his number and ended all relationship with him. It wasn't like I wanted to but I didn't want him to hate me cause I used him to brag to others or I was being too clingy, I just did what sounded best for the moment. It's unfortunate that after my whole time avoiding of him and treating him like an ass he still came all the way to see me and on top that he still never stopped complimenting me like he use to.
"Um...Jordyn are you even listen to me?" I heard him say which actually made me to snap out of my trance as I look at him.
"Huh...you were saying something?" I could see him smile amusedly as he shakes his head at my reply. I felt immediately embarrass since I didn't hear what he freaking said, I wanted to apologize quickly before he cuts me off speaking.
"You really haven't change at all Jordyn" he said as he giggles softly which made my inside to go into a turmoil. What?! Me go turmoil for Daniel? He only looks at me when he stopped giggling which made me to freeze. I could see his expression became serious as he kept staring at me. We kept looking at each other before I finally spoke.
"What brought you here Daniel? It certainly cannot be missing our time together,ย I want honest answers" I said still not breaking eye contact from him. He only looks at me with unreadable emotions before finally speaking.
"I heard what happened between you and Leon..." He stated calmly as my brows furrows in confusion. First of all he freaking snubbed me, second of all how the hell did he know who Leon was? Most importantly what's it to him about my relationship with Leon? I had a lot to ask him but I could see him already knowing what to say but he continue talking nevertheless.
"I know you've been blaming everything at yourself, accepting every stupid things he said to you. And on top everything your best idea of dealing with it all was to stay on the hiding and avoid every single one who are annoying to you" he said calmly as he looks at me with all seriousness. I was taken aback at how he explained all of my actions as if he was actually there when I made the decision. Is he a mind reader? I frowned a bit as I wait for him to continue.
"You didn't even for once thought about how your actions will affect others, you believe that the only one who really understood you was yourself so you became selfish" he said simply as he tries to straighten his collar. What the fuck? I'm selfish? Who is this? The Daniel I know can never be this arrogant asshole. I glared at him speaking.
"Who are you calling selfish? Is this what you say to me after all this years of being apart? I get it I was a douche bag for ignoring your calls and ending our friendship but to stand at my face and say that everything I did was totally stupid is just crossing the line!!" I said half shouting as I frown bitterly at him. I can endure a lot of bullshit from people I mean I don't mind if you yell at me for no reason but to stand at my face and call me selfish is just being a jerk face. He only stood up as he came close to me. I looked at him with anger as I glare at him. He looks at me with a serious expression before slowly his eyes softens as he looks at me smiling calmly which surprised me.
"If it hurts you the most to see someone talk bullshit about you, then express yourself. You have to stand your ground and show them whose the boss, there's no need for you to accept everything they say about you" he said smiling softly at me as I looked at him shocked. Now I'm officially confuse on what is happening? A minute ago we were at each other's throat but now his giving me advice? What is this? A korea movie? I looked at him before slowly looking down. Even though what he says is right no matter how much I try to let whatever they say not get to me, it still does cause I know what they say is true. I was busy still thinking I didn't even realize when Daniel pats my hair. I looked up only to see him smiling softly. I didn't know why but my heart flutter as I watch him. He always had this effect on me even when we were still in University.
"I know you believe what they say is true, that's why you don't talk back even if you want to..." I looked at him surprise at how he said what I was thinking. He only places his arm on my chin as he shifts my face to look at him more before he continue speaking.
"That's why I came to help you, I came to bring back the Jordyn I met and became friends with in Uni. I want you to depend on me as I depend on you, lets loose this weight together" he said smiling brightly at me. This should be the first time someone has ever be this nice to me for no reason. My eyes grew watery as I kept looking at him.
"Why do you wanna help me this much?" I asked him as he grins widely.
"That should be obvious, that's because you mean that much to me....Jordyn" he said giving me the biggest smile I ever see him smile. I didn't know why or how but I believe I looked at him in daze as my heart raced rapidly. My face must be red as tomato by now. But at that moment, I realize that this small decision Iย made with Daniel was the beginning of my future with Daniel. I simply smile as the tears came down on my cheeks. I simply nod before speaking.
"Then I guess I don't have a choice not to accept then" I said as he looks at me, he smiled warmly as he spoke.
"You talk like you ever had the choice to begin with" he said as I smiled at him back. I guess I never did to begin with....
๐๐๐ heya people, I'm really sorry that I didn't update this chapter sooner, I was so lazy to do so. Please forgive this your lazy princess, I only ask for you guys to vote and comment and of course share to others. Please don't be silent readers you know I love all you guys๐๐๐๐ bye for now as I take my time going back to sleep, till our next update