The second reason was that his heart was riddled with holes, and he could no longer bear it. He could not bear to see her missing another man so much.
He wanted to escape for a while.
However, Erwin had returned once again!
It was because he realized that he could not escape at all! No matter where he went? In his mind, all he cared about was Nancy and their children.
He had finally accepted it.
So what if this woman did not love him anymore?
He missed her!
He thought about her and the children all the time!
The more he drank, the soberer he became.
He had already decided not to force her, as long as she was happy.
He was by her and the children's side, watching them be happy. He would just have to go through this lonely but not too miserable life alone.
Even if he could not obtain her love, they have a child, right? He is not the most pitiful person.
He missed her and the children.