The rain gushed down like a waterfall. A stream of light embarked over the clouds. A rainbow. A phenomenon created by nature.
Hey yes I have reincarnated. My name is Sei. I've travelled back in time to when I was 4. I died when I was 24 an ordinary death just of old age. I did not really have a noticple life no children No legacy to leave behind I was just normal. Normal parents normal appearance and normal talent. I was plagued with normality. If I was placed into a book I would probably be the background character appearing once in the story . Although i I strived to escape this truth and work hard nothing worked. However I tried scores in school was a mere slap on 50 out of 100. I was boring. Whoever said they can escape normality with hardwork were fools.
Walking towards the bus stop with my fragile short body I noticed that I could try change. But I quickly noticed in my past life however I tried to catch up to these called lrodigies I always failed. Life is like a marathon when you sprint in the start you'll be at the top thus this is produced by hardwork, but then without talent or you could say stamina in a race You'll surely fall behind. Talent is just a person with more stamina in life.
Starting school I solidified myslef as a genius answering every question acing every test but thus to be honest was not really hard as a 24 year old stuck in a 4 year old body this was like a breeze. Hell if I failed these I couldn't be called ordinary but just stupid. But what I started to notice the more praise and the admiration I got the more guilty I felt. I knew that as I climbed the years I would start to fall off. I felt guilty that I hid under this facade of a prodigy but really I was an ordinary person. As I relived this life I also noticed more specific details. Like the vibrant colour of the chairs of the ticking sound of the clock. Or even the slight chirping of birds which you could hear under the monetonous teaching if the teacher. I even noticed the colour of the grass which were emerald green.
I think everyone through life do not truly notice the colour of life it was truly amazing. living through my childhood I noticed the difference in my parents. In my past life my family I think were in a way disappointed in me. Different from me my parents were perfect in every way. My Mom worked in NASA and my Dad a renowned scientist. I think the fact that I was bang on ordinary I failed their expectations. But in this life asi was showing signs of being a genius my parents were more lively. Looking out my window I see a few large, white clouds linger in the pale, washed out blue of the sky. Mountains rise out in the horizon, a few scraggly trees and bushes dotting their tan, sloping forms.The roads are empty, except for one or two cars that race by, and houses lined side by side, each the same dull brown color, the blocked shape of my nursery only a couple blocks down fitting into the bleak landscape.
Anxiety can cause every single muscle in our body to become tight and rigid. We feel stiff. There will be days when we wake up in the morning and everything hurts. Our whole bod aches. We often try to consciously unclench whenever we notice it which can bring some temporary relief but usually, we we will find that its not long before we've unconsciously tensed up again. I've had this feeling everytime in my past life and I also start to realise how wrong I've lived. Inside I've start to realise how wrong I've lived. I've been trying to compare but what I really should do is try to live. Live a life of joy and stop realising whats wrong in life