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Chapter 9 - Under the skin

"Lagoona"

After i met luis officially in the class its been three days he didn't talked to me and i'm happy bout it cause i don't want any romantic part in my life cause i have so much drama, suspense and thriller in my life and i'm okay with it but i'm not okay with the look be give me everytime and it makes me feel so much confuse sometimes i regret it why did i voluntiered for being the main lead in this novel well it makes me feel weird cause i can see the emotions of humans for others not only just sad or broken hearted but also other feelings like crush or something else i think that Ember have a crush on luis and she ain't got guts to tell him or anyone else today i'm gonna ask her and then i'll help her start her happily ever after at least a siren who can't have love in her own life can help others to their okay so lunch time came and i saw her standing with a girl named jessy so i walked towards her and said" hey ember can you help me out with the sea's creature i can't get its structure" yeah i lied cause i couldn't be so straight foward cause i don't know what will be her reaction and bout the other thing id that i don't want them to know bout the under skin so we walked to an empty class and i said,"hey don't mind me you can also get mad but...", i continued."....tell me the truth please do you have a crush on luis grey?"., i can't beleive i said it and now i was ready for reaction...,"how did you know is it that obvious", she asked.,"yeah.....i mean no i can..... feel these things since i was i kid",."oh thank god", she sighed in relief and then said "can you really feel these things? if you can then help richy he's luis's friend and he's in trouble".,"okay but right now i need to eat something i said" and then scrached my neck.

she looked at me with astonishment "hey lagoona what happened to your neck?", she said.,"oh this must be some allergy i'll apply balm on it", i said and ran out of the hall i guess it been many days since i went under water nit even in the bathtub or swimming pool but there's no chance for me to swim freely in here or somewhere else for this lifetime okay so i said a lie again its been a long time since i talked to someone without any hesitation i guess i don't know how to be a socail person maybe that's only human beings not sirens i went to bus station and then to home i locked myself in the bathroom and took off my clothes to see how was my skin it had gotten worst i turned in the tab of the tub and sat into it i guess i needed a new skin to cover my under skin and i waa glad cause no one was around to hear my creepy sounds before transformation i transformed well it hurted but i was okay with it,with my real skin next morning i went to school where luis had been awaiting for me "oh hey lagoona i need your help",he called for me and then walked to me i was standing still while my one hand on door's lock i thought first that he learned i'm a siren yeah everyone can thought it when their hidding there true identity i can't get why is he so much interested in the sea's creatures and that make me mad i tried not to make situation more weird i said,"yeah what is it say it i'm already late","i need to head somewhere".,"okay so ember told me that you can learn others feelings for anyone?",he said."so is it truth?".,"of course it is the truth, well tell what is the thing in you need my help i hope its not water or something like water i don't like water",i said.,"okay so my friend richy...",he continued while there was a weird boy who came towards us whole leaning against