JUNE.
The glass of water i was carrying to the living room slipped from my hand as i got carried away by the new on the TV screen..Just when i thought I had found strength from my mum..The strength to endure,The strength to be patience,The strength to believe we will be together eventually. Just when i thought i can be strong. I was looking at the most painful sight ever on the TV screen.
Jason was being dragged away by the OPD while being called according to the news reporter "A son of a Traitor".He looked tired, exusted and worn out. His clothes was filled with dusts and he looked like he has been struggling as it was all torn out. Somewhere in my heart it bleaded. I could not stand the sight wost still, i could not fathom what was going On.
I rushed inside my room and got hold of my phone.. I needed to call someone at least.I dialled Raymond number, I was sure i can convince him to divulge the where about of Mason to me.
Him:Yooo
He had this grieve to his tone.
Me:where is Mason at..
Him:Hommie is home..
Me:Where the fuck that at..
Him:Dont fucking shout at me bi**h its all your fault his momma is dead yoooo.
Fuck!!, so that's what this was all about..Mason Mum.What the Fuck,i ain't meet the lady yet and I fucking am looking forward to it one day now what is this he is saying about it being my fault.
Me:what the Fuck,Mason mum died and you pinning it on me..
Him:Your mum called the shot, the white bi**h killed Mason mum As easily as a fowl,all because she is Black..
Oh my God,what the hell did my mum do..
Me:how is Mason,is he OK.
Him:Barely.They almost put him in prison but your mum kinda let him go.
Me:where you guys at, please tell me Raymond..
Him:he does not want to see you.
Me:I am dying here, my heart is heavy Raymond i don't think i will live even for one day without seeing him...
He had since cut the call.. I was not going to give up not ever, my environment will not contain me if i don't see Mason right now.. I was scratching my hand so fucking much, I was on Fire..
Me:Fuck This.
I got hold of my Car Key and rushed outside. Gringor blocked me before i could come out of the main Door..I tried to push pass him, but he was too big for me.. I hit him repeatedly asking him to Fuck off my way, but he would not bulge. He was to strong for me.. My eyes was damn red, so fucking red I had cried so much already my whole body was sweating.i was gradually loosing breath..
Me:fuck off Gringor!!
Him: the instructions were clear,you are not to be allowed anywhere on your own without an excort.
I would have just let him have the key, but where i was going to look for Mason at, was a place they held most Sacred..The Brave Four House..
I couldn't control it anymore,i was loosing it completely my breathing was dwindling and nothing could stop me as i slumped on the ground and fainted..
Me:Oooooh,Mason.
The last thing i Said.
MASON.
I held on strongly to the knife as I cut the inside of my hand. Felt nothing as blood oozes out of it. My eye was pure red, my environment was so dark. For how long i have been there i don't know but i sure as hell know it was not me anymore that was standing on the open field.Same place i always find comfort in whenever i was down a little bit farther to the Brave Four House..My mum last word echoed repeatedly in my mind, as i let the knife dig more deep inside my Hand.
This was not pain, This was not enough to justify what my mum must have felt while she was hopeless and at the Mercy of them white clan.I was sure she must have wondered a thousand and One time what she did wrong, before she finally gave up..
Did i ever tell her, how she was the only reason i chose to Live.I never did because i can't remember any moment i did..The first time Jason recruited me into the Bikers gang which was the youth side of the drug world, i came back home after making my first dope Sale..I gave mum the money and began immediately to apologize because i know She raised me well and examplarely. She held me close next to her on the long bench she was sitting in and said... "Mason, for six day you let your brother take the snack i Brought home, you never shared with him you argued you were older and thus can endure more than him.You were so hungry yet you did not join the biker gang then until i could not bring no snack no more.because you brother was hungry, that's why you joined". I remember how she hugged Me, i remember the tears so deep it broke me,i remember the last thing she said, "I trained you well Mason and if i should die Today,i don't think any other thing i do ever do or did will make me prouder.Live for me Mason Trueborn".
I Knelt down on the open field,My heart pounding rapidly,it was so fucking hard,so unreal, so unbelievable. How can i run back the hand of time, will this pain ever stop..
Me:No!!!!!!..No!!!!!
Saliva was pouring out from my mouth why don't i just die..
Voice behind Me:You are strong Mason you will defeat this.
Who else Has that voice if not Jason..He came to me and held me up. He was not alone though, other bikers was with him too.
Gabby:Brother,let me share Your Pain!!
He meant it, i am sure he do, it was boldly written in his eyes..These guys aren't just partner,or some drug dealer colics,i bet they will die for me if it gets to that and i know they would kill for me, follow me to hell. Time without number they have shown me what i have in them so for a second my heart felt heavy i have to put them through this.
Jimmie:Ooooooh Mason.
He rushed me where i was with Jason holding me and hugged me very tight.I can feel how it hurt him that i was like this and i won't lie, the pain was bearable now.I was not alone in this.They all circled me, hugging me in complete loyalty..
The bikers of Nevilla ain't just my gang, they were Family and as long as i have them, i will get through this. My name is Mason Trueborn and this is my Story.
TBC
Kenneth Chuks..