MASON.
(Present)
She hugged me so tightly like her life depended on it. I want to hate this moment, but my heart received it like it have been craving so bad for it. My body felt warmer as she hugged me, The heaviness of the Crown i felt i wore in that moment became so light.I felt Peaceful in the most awkward way possible.I tried my very Best to resist wrapping my hand around her but my whole body seems not to agree with my mind. I could not help it,it we just so impossible to resist this foreign feeling that took over me as i felt her hold on to me with all of her. I finally gave in after about a minutes and wrapped my hand around her.feling her Heart so closely as it beats so Fast.
June:I knew it.
Him:Knew what.
Her:That this was not one sided.
I chuckled.
Her:That day i meet you at the Railway Station,To me it was love at first sight.as your eye sipped deep into mine, it infected my heart,my body and my Soul with a new kind of Drug.
As Emotional as that moment was,i needed to get my shit in Other,so i disengaged myself from her.
Me:If only you are not a Greendale.
She brought fought her two Hands.
Me:What!
Her:You need to tie me up so that i won't Escape.
Me:You can't be Serious.
Her:I get you really,you have gotta do what you gotta Do Trueborn.
I smiled Broadly,I have been wanting to do that though.
Me:I ain't tying you up again June.
I began walking back to my gang while she trailed behind obviously excited.
Her:why.
Me:because i believe we have come to an agreement that i need to save my best friend and you will help me do that.
Her:is that all.
I stopped walking and turned to face Her.
Me:because just by looking into your eyes, i know without doubt i can trust you.
She smiled like a baby and smirked at me.
Her:thank you for earlier,sharing your story with me Gave me something to compare my life with and probably calm down.
Me:you don't have to thank me,really wanted to do that.
I started walking towards My team again. We were almost there.I was even hearing what they where saying as we reached where they were still surrounding the burning firewood.
JUNE.
about a month ago,i was this Girl who hated everything about her life.I had everything i ever wanted,but i was in a prison of my own.I was in my own World where all i felt was Pain.I soaked myself in Dope,hoping to escape those pain.for a moment i did but each time i wake up,i am faced once more with the reality that i was living in such a miserable World.this was how i felt until i met Mason.Just knowing him, have opened up a door of possibility i never know exist,a door of choice that i never bothered to explore or was to weak to dare open. Some where inside me, i feel courageous enough to dare that which i had feared my whole life.
As i watched him laugh with his Gang as we all sat round the Fire,I smile at myself.I cants help but wonder how my life with him would have looked like if we don't have all this obstacle on our Part.I wantt to love Mason, I want to give him all of me, I want to explore this Foreign drug he fills my body with.I want to be in his arms, kiss only him lips, make love to only him, i want all of him, all to myself.but why does it seem so impossible even as i was this close to him.
Me:You should call my husband the mayor in the morning,I am sure he will Grant Jason and the Girl a pardon but i am afraid thats how far he can go..
I suddenly said out of no where.I don't know what i know anymore,but i am sure this was taking it tools on Mason and i don't like the thought of him being in pain one bit.
Gabby:you seem to be more receptive now than earlier..
Me:Jason,was my main dealer,it will only be right if I help him.
Jimmie:A lot of White Niggas won't give a Fuck..
Me:To bad i ain't a lot of those white Niggas.
They all started laughing by the sarcastic way i said it.Mason was awfully quiet.
Raymond:Not saving others do not go down well with me Though.
Mason:we have asked enough of her already.We have not taken responsibility of other drug dealers before,we can't start now. Jason is our responsibility and he is our main concern..
He was looking at me all the while he was talking.i can't seem to read the expression on his face..
Him:I am going inside..
I watched him stand up and headed inside the old house without so much as looking at me. That did not go down well with me.
Me:excuse me.
I said to the boys as i stood up and followed him. They seem to care less Though.
Me:Whats up with you.
I had stoped him on his track just as he was about to turn the door knob of the room he was rushing into.
Him:Nothing.
He turned the door knob and went inside the room. I followed him inside.
Me:It can't be nothing!!.
Him:after tomorrow we ain't seeing again!!
He suddenly busted.I must have pressed to hard.
Him:and i hate that i Fucking feel like shit about it..
He was pacing through the whole room feeling so tensed.
Him:I don't ever feel this way and now that i have, it's for a fucking Greendale and i don't know,,I am Fucked.
I don't know what pushed me to do it, but i knew i needed to do something..I stood in his way, stopping him from walking up and down the room..
Me:Just don't think, do what you want..
I said as i let my eye sink deep inside his..Dont know how long we looked deep at each other, allowing ourself to get carried away by the intensity and the fire inside there. But i knew what came next.He kissed me so hungrily like he has been waiting forever for this moment.He was not a good kisser though, i can tell he has never kissed before by the way he struggled to meet my pace but i sure as hell wanted that kiss more that life itself.. I let my tongue dig deep inside his mouth, and played with his mouth tip as i sucked his lips so fucking much.i was practically eating him alive.i gave him my tongue and urged him to suck it much.i guarded him deep inside my mouth, letting him suck my soul away.There was this thing i wanted to say so badly in that moment and i had to stop the kiss to say it. It was more important..
Me:If this be our last Moment Mason, if i become an enemy Tomorrow,Never forget this, I Love you Mason Trueborn.
He was speechless,so much his mouth was wide open in disbelieve..Without Warning,I grabbed his hand and urged him to grab my breast with it.. He was so Naive,so Innocent and for a second i wanted to stop but to think i would never see him again, i have never wanted someone so badly..
Me:is this your First intimacy..
I mumured in between the Kiss.
Him:Yes.
He was breathing Heavily.I stopped kissing him. I was wet as hell, i was dripping in juice like i have never been and being who i was,satisfying myself should be my priority but I wanted more than just sex with him, I wanted all of him.
Me:I want to lie down next to you, I want to sleep next to you, even if its for once..
Him:Ok.
He said simply as he took my hand and made me lie on the bed..he lared straight on the bed, supporting his head with a pillow While i took off my cloths completely and lared side by side with him. I circled my hand round his body like my life depended on it. He was so innocent that it gave me so much peace i dozed off with a smile plastered on my face..It was the first time i ever slept lying on the arms of a man.
Mason Trueborn Was My peaceful Place.
TBC
Kenneth Chuks...