Gringor following my order parked at a very reasonable distance from OPD(Orchester Police Department)For almost an hour.Frankly i don't know what was wrong with me.Today Particularly have successfully become The longest and weirdest day of my life.I keep making decisions that are totally not me.
The fact that i am deviating from the unapologetic Slut i was bothers me so much.
Me:Fuck.
Gringor:Ma'am it's almost time for your meeting at 5pm.
I looked at my Watch,it was already 3:30.I grinned my teeth in disbelief.
Me:lets wait till 4,we would be home before 5pm.
Him:need i remind you Ma'am that you will need to prepare and sober up and One hours isn't enough for that...
Me:Fucking shut up!!
This took him off-guard..frankly i don't know what is wrong with me, for some reason i seem to be going Crazy.
Me:You think i don't know all that.The last thing i fucking want is to have my mum anger reign on me!!! But if i Leave here without confirming this, i fear i might not sleep at all Today.
This kept him mute.. It did not take up to Ten minutes after and a Corp car pulled up in front of the Police building.DetectiveJackson alighted first and dragged Mason out from the back seat. That was it, exactly what has kept me here for the past one Hour.I could not explain what i felt in that moment but sure as hell know it was not Good.My throat suddenly felt dry and this Urge to Vomit came out from no Where..i Have a hint what this is,My Childhood friends always talked about it.That feeling that is capable of changing Evey aspect of you, pretty much uncontrollable.I for one all my life,belief it to be Nonsense cause i cant understand what feeling that was.My belief was, except you are my Mum, or you have a fucking gun pointed at me, that's when i will ever be compelled to do your biding but here i was, sitting at the back seat of my own car, free like a Bird,not compelled in anyway but i feel like Shit!!
Me:Lets get out of here.
I finally said to Gringor.He ignited the car almost immediately and Zoomed off..It seems like he has-been waiting for that particular order for so Long.
It did not take long till we reached the Mayor House.Gringor was driving like a mad Dog.I alighted from the car still feeling like shit and went quietly inside my room.
Me:Fuck!!!!!! Get out of my Fucking Head!!
I shouted a no one in particular as i slumped down on my bed..
It was already bad enough that i have a mother who think i am a bargaining Chip who have treated me since i was born like i was a Political Soldier.At night when i needed her hug,She won't be there, she would rather have me learning different cuisine for a Particular event.Sometimes she would lock me up whenever i could not get a task right.. "You are our ticket to the top" she always say coating it with the sermon that a Greendale,never makes mistake.She used me as an instrument and denied me freedom and that Fucking messed with my head and damaged Me so badly..i Really thought since she never hugged me even for once or showed me affection that there was no way i will be capable of Feeling and it went my way for years after i grew up.But who are You Mason,in just One day, you have Fucked my 21 years of existence Up.
I sprang out of the bed and rushed inside the bathroom.i was feeling nostalgic.I emptied my stomach inside the water system.
As i lied hopelessly on the the floor inside the toilet feeling like Shit!,it downed on me that my Life will never remain the Same.My Name is June Greendale,The Mayors wife and your favourite Slut.Well not really in this Moment.
GRACE.
I was cooking inside the Kitchen,when Whatever the hell his real name was came inside the Kitchen.He had taking his bath now and i can't help but notice his coiled hair again. It has now covered his whole forehead and ran down to his nose. You can hardly see his eyes and somehow that excites me. Excitement is good, but not good when i feel it when i ain't suppose to.He was suppose the Enemy and no matter whatever charm he seems to Posses,i ain't falling for it.I ain't gonna be no white man Motherfucking baby Mama..This is Business he was just a fake husband and once we are done with the delegates of the state,I am heading home to my kids..
He Sat down on the Chair inside the kitchen not saying Shit to me and his eye glued to his phone.I should feel relieved he is not complicating my life with much talk but why do i feel annoyed that he was Just sitting there, not saying a Word.He should have just stayed in the living room if he knows he is not going to Talk.
Him:You know the Oracle most important rule Right..
He suddenly spoke out of no Where his eye still glued to his Phone..Fucking Disrespectful.
Me:I know the rules..
I said Sarcastically..
Him:We have to get really along,Perfect our rule as husband and wife and make sure it is convincing Enough to them though..
He stood up and came very close to me.
Him:i need to know You..
Me:Nigga,if you think ama tell you some personal stuff about me then you don't know what the Fuck hit you.
I was not looking him straight in the Eye he was relatively close enough to lock his eyes with mine. But i ain't falling for that trick..Out of no where he started laughing..i really do not like This new Spencer.i have had around four Mr Spencer before him since 6 years ago that i Joined the Oracle but non of them make me this Nervous...
Him:Who said anything about about personal Stuff,I mean what you like eating and hate eating, what you are allergic you. Your favorite places and all.. I need to know that Much.
Me:and what make you think that ain't Personal to me.
Him:because it pretty Simple..i have this big Allergy to Mosquito I literally faint at the sight of them.
This made me laugh a Little,here goes a man i think is very tough.
Him:I also like women who has big eyes and whose body tone is on Fleek.i like Women whose independency you grasp at one Sight.
Is he Fucking talking about me,of course not.I watched him and he went on and on telling me about his favourite Food,clothe and movies.He did it so effortlessly i wondered if he was not White.i never believed any Citizen of Orchester is Racist free.to me,all of them are.But here i was with one and he is questioning it Already.
His phone beeped and that paused him for a Moment.
Him:Detective Jackson is one the News Again.
This was Fucking Bad.
Him:He had nabbed some Nevilla youth that was brave enough to sell dope at Black zone.
That can't be my Mason,he was never that reckless.
Him:he only caught one though,the rest excaped.
I became paranoid Again.if they were that good to all escape except one then it must be The Nevilla Bikers and Mason is one of them.
Him: According to Nevilla News site where they gave clear detail of the situation,it was reported they this group of Bikers clearly outrun and out smarted Orchester OPD.The one that was caught was as a result of an Ambush Jackson Layed for him.
What the Fuck is wrong with this Man don't he see that i am breaking down by that News yet he keeps reading it out Loud.He was still a Recist after all.
Him:His Name is Mason Trueborn.
That struck like a lightening.I jumped up immediately and rushed out of the kitchen heading for the Door.i did not Fucking care in that moment whatever consequence doing what i was about to do will being,i just know I would rather die that have my son in Prison.He followed me almost immediately And held me strongly by the hand.
Him:What the Fuck is all this energy for..
Me:What you think i am doing motherfuker,going out of Course.
Him:do you want to get yourself killed.
Me:Thats my fucking son in the news you Moron.
He was taken aback i can sense he was sorry for speaking out loud,but that was not doing me any good at that moment..
Him:i am sorry but you need to calm down.
Me:What the Fuck!!!.
Him:going out there and getting killed won't do your son any good..for all we know, he is not conscripted yet he just got arrested..would you rather live to fight another day or be stupid and die now..
As sad as it was, he was right though.he held me with both hands on the shoulder.
Him:You are stronger than This! Grace..
How the Fuck did he know my Fucking name!!!!!,That's was top Secret in the Oracle.I could not care less though in that moment. I slumped down on the Floor and poured my vulnerability Away.This was Fucking Hard!!!.My Name is Grace Trueborn,a single mother of Two, Mason and Molly Trueborn..
TBC.
Kenneth Chuks..