I thought that I wanted to run away from this fight as there's no chance of victory. But it seems like I can't do that as I was forced to battle this demon after all.
It's been hours of fighting, with the demon still managing to keep me in his grasp even after using all his tricks. If he was a real demon, maybe I could have defeated him already but this isn't him and he's just a human so I'm stuck doing whatever he asks of me.
He's also the cause of all my pain, which has made me hate him for no apparent reason except because he is a demon.
I want nothing more than to kill him or escape or leave the world behind but I know that I can't do that because I need him alive and if I did leave everything behind would fall into complete chaos. I won't risk that, not even for the sake of myself.
